beautiful thing

2007-12-17T01:37:00.000+08:00

HELLO ALL I HAVE MOVED TO LJ! PLEASE RELINK! (:

MOVED

This blog would still be in use for links and such. Yep yep! See you guys in LJ! (:

2007-12-15T01:02:00.000+08:00

Storybook endings, fairytales coming true
Deep down inside we want to believe they still do
In our secretest heart
It's our favorite part of the story
Let's just admit we all want to make it to ever ever after
If we just don't get in our own way
Ever ever after
It may only be a wish away

Today, I got reminded of the past and what I have totally lost if not for my foolishness. Although it's so long ago, and I am pretty sure it doesn't even matter to you, I still can't forget that damn incident. and you

And it is also today that I feel that I am such a bitch.

2007-12-11T20:52:00.000+08:00

CHIANGRAI OCIP (:

HELLO I AM BACK!!!!! :D Sorry for the really late update because I was too lazy to update about the trip. Hahaha so yeah the trip was damn good. Learnt how to play Bridge and star gazed a lot because the sky there is super clear except for one night. Farmed for the first in my entire life too! Oh oh and we bathed in cold water every single day in the cold weather and there was no mirror for one whole week! Haha. Shall attempt to blog about the whole trip so it would be rather long.

Day 1
Met at the airport at about 5.45am and was super tired because I slept close to 2 packing my stuff because FM open ended super late. Could spot the super striking yellow shirt we all were wearing from afar hence no problem finding people (: Checked in and everything and Clara realised that she took the wrong passport by mistake and her parents had to rush back to take it for her. Headed to Burger King for breakfast but ended up drinking overpriced milo only cos I remembered the plane would be serving breakfast! :D So Thai Airways to Bangkok and then the girls and guys went their own ways to walk around. Shopped awhile while waiting for the transit flight which was like 3 hours later. Then went to Burger King to slack and learned how to play Bridge! Was late in meeting the rest cos we lost track of time and got scolded by Mr Tan Jek Suan which in case you all didn't realise he went for the trip with us with Ms Elaine Lim who came in third for the women catagory in the 42.196km marathon :OOOO Anyway, Transited over to Chiangrai where most of us fell asleep because we were damn tired. Reached there and Sister Bernard brought us to this shopping centre in the town area of Chiangrai called The Big C for lunch. The food there is really cheap like 30baht for a plate of Phay Thai with egg which converted to Singapore dollars is like $1+. Walked around a bit then went back to our vans where we travelled for another 2 hours before reaching the mission home. Everyone fell asleep again. Reached there close to 10pm and most of the kids are fast asleep alr because they sleep at 8.30pm and wake up at 4am. Some of the older kids were still awake though and they tried to help us with the luggage but we declined. Froze the moment we got off the van because we weren't used to the temperature and I think it was less than 10 degrees. Then we all went to our dorms. Obviously the girls had one and the guys had another one. The dorm is really nice and clean although there was only a thin mattress a pillow and a blanket. Was quite thankful for these alr. Wanted to go bathe so Sophiana Charmaine and I went and omg we screamed in the toilet because the water is so FREAKING COLD. We all stood in the shower for close to 10minutes refusing to let the water touch our body. Hahahaha. Came out as an ice cube then went off to sleep.

day 2
Woke up a lot of times because the rooster has a really distorted clock. It starts crowing at weird timings or rather at any time. Hahaha. The kids also started washing their clothes at like 4plus in the morning and it didn't help that the washing machine is just outside our dorm. Haha. Alarm started ringing at around 0630 but everyone woke up only at 0640. Washed up and everything before meeting the teachers and guys for breakfast at 0700. Had breakfast at 0730 and the food is damn good!!!!!!!! Haha. Then Yuhao's group had to clear up the dishes for the day. After breakfast was followed by farming which is really a once in a lifetime experience because the kids have school in the morning. Brother drove us to the mountain and this is also the first time we sat in a pickup. REALLY COOL COS IT'S REALLY WINDY! (: Climbed up the mountain a bit which was really scary because it's really steep. Harvested rice which consists of beating the rice and plucking out the remaining grains from the stalk. Super tiring and from that day I swore never to waste rice ever again. Everyone had a sudden outbreak of rashes after the harvesting but Michael and Lucille were the worst. After that headed back for lunch then went back to the fields to gather the stalks. Clara stepped into the mud twice and her shoe got stuck. Hahaha. After that was Martin and then unfortunately me :( Went back and washed our shoes and then bathed and met the kids at the centre. THEY ARE SO CUTE I SWEAR ESPECIALLY THE YOUNG ONES! Had dinner with them after that but because they spoke Thai so we had to use sign language. Hahaha. Quite funny because Charmaine and I were desperately trying to speak Thai and it came out damn weird. Then headed to the hall after dinner to play with the kids and oh my tian they can really run! Played catching with the young ones until I almost died. Hahaha. Then played some game with them which was really funny cos everyone who saw couldn't stop laughing. Hahaha. Then it was time to pair up with our buddies. Charmaine and I each had 3 then we interacted with them awhile before it was time for them to sleep. Reflection at night in the chilly hall almost turned me into an ice cube. Haha.

Day 3
The children had no school today cos it was The King's birthday. But they still had to wake up early to sweep the area and wash clothes. Had breakfast without the kids cos they have theirs much earlier. Then it was time for gardening in the home compound! The guys went to chop firewood while the girls had weeding. It was super tiring cos my back was bent half the time trying to remove the weeds using the changko. Then after that the guys came over to help us after their firewood chopping. And the kids are super efficient as compared to us. Haha. Then after that we washed up the equipment and had lunch with the kids. After lunch had a talk by Sister Bernard on the history of the centre/home and her story really touched me because I never thought that what we do is really so significant and important to her. Then after that Lucille's group carried out their activity called the colouring competition and we realise that the kids really have a lot of hidden talent! They can draw damn well. Haha. Then after that was Frisbee by Ivan's group and the kids actually know how to play! They took the frisbee and started throwing it around. Hahaha. So we saved time teaching them and played frisbee the captain's ball style. Then it was bathing time followed by dinner with the kids again. Then had entanglement by I can't remember who's group and the kids are really fast! Especially the small ones because they are so small, they can move damn fast. Hahaha. Then played Simon says to fill up the remaining time. Martin, Benji and Emily took turns to be Simon and it was damn funny! Apparently Martin did some super wrong action which cracked everyone up. Hahaha. The kids all had fun and yeah after that the girls went to bathe because the toilet was used up during bathing time so we all froze in the shower again. Haha. Then it was daily reflection again before sleeping.

Day 4
Same routine again and then after breakfast was weeding at the other side of the home. Haha. Chopped off trees and got stung by some funny insect quite badly because my right calf was completely swollen. Hoho. Then it was lunch before we had some free time to practise our cultural exchange item. Practised playing the guitar with Ivan and sang some songs led by Kathleen and Fifi. Then it was Mass dance practice led by Martin and Benji before we went off to bathe. Played a bit of basketball too! After bath we visit the night bazzar in the village near the centre and it is so cool! They were selling fried cricket and Yuhao and Martin tried it on the spot like as if it was just any other normal food. They even said it was nice and some of the other guys went to try. Walked around a bit and bought A LOT of food. Noticed a few uncommon things like very young girls being pregnant and married and we realise that it is their culture for them to get married very young like 14 and get pregnant by 16? My goodness. Then went off for dinner and sat with the small boys today and there is this boy called Sompod who was sitting next to me and he is SO CUTE!!!! His smile totally smitten Charmaine and I (: Haha. And they are very nice people always giving us food. Haha. Then there was this boy next to me also who is also super cute. Super cheeky also. He played a prank on me by trying to feed me orange and took it away in the end. Hahaha. But we ended up feeding each other and HE IS SO CUTE! I think he's only 8 or smth same as Sompod. Then another boy injured his leg and Ivan and I helped to clean up his bleeding wound. And throughout dinner, Sam and Jon's buddies kept poking me! Hahaha. Damn cute. Then after dinner we went to the hall again and saw this group of small girls playing zero point. Was really fascinated by the way they play because it is really interesting to see how they help one another to get across. Then played the Blindfold game led by I can't remember who's group where each group of kids belonged to one animal and we would separate all of them and they had to make that animal sound to find their fellow groupmates blindfolded. Played a few times and we still had some buffer time so we sang Father Abraham which was REALLY FUNNY because the guys went mad and then did the Friendship dance and the chicken dance with them. It was fun meeting new kids during the dance (: Reflection again before sleeping.

Day 5
Same routine then we went to across the centre to the pineapple plantation to weed again. Ate sugarcane for the very first time and it is super sweet! Damn nice and addictive. Haha. Saw some animal's bones in the plantation. Quite cool. Spent the entire morning doing that then had lunch before practising our item for cultural night again. Helped Emily with the skit this time round and sang and practised guitar again. Then played basketball before off to bathe. Dinner and then had photo frame design with the kids and our buddies. I realise that I can't draw for nuts. Haha. Then took pictures with our buddies and partner. Then after that was interaction time and then we played some childhood games with the kids which really relieved my childhood memories. Not a very eventful day then had reflection before sleeping.

Day 6
Woke up very early today at 0330 to climb or rather drive up to Puchifa Mountain to catch the sunrise. Reached the mountain and it is really damn cold! Was wearing like 4 layers and yet I was shaking O.O And Eric was wearing like yellow shirt and school jacket and he treated it like nothing. Hahaha. Amazing huh. Climbed to the mountain top and then camwhored A LOT (pictures up when I get them). Couldn't really catch the sunrise because it was rather cloudy but it was damn fun camwhoring. Kept crashing other people's photo. Hahaha. Then it was back for breakfast before carrying out my group's Captain's ball game because it was a Sat and the kids had no school. Then after that visited the Hmong tribe village and distributed sweets to the kids there. Really an insightful experience because the conditions they live in isn't very desirable. There was like cow, dog and bird dung everywhere and yet the kids can still run around barefooted. The houses there were also made of wood except for the richer people who had brick houses. Saw many cute dogs but the parent dogs are really aggressive like we almost got cornered once by 3 dogs against a group of us. And apparently according to the other group, Mr Tan placed his hand on top of some pipe/tap because he thought it was hot spring but it turned out to the sewage water!!! HAHAHAHAHA! Super funny. Then it was back for lunch before my group carried out our English lesson plan and mini competition. Oh we tried to teach them the word "sad" but it came out damn wrong and it sounded like "sex". HAHAHA! Then Eric's group carried out their broken telephone game. Super funny observing how the actions change along the line. Then some of the girls went off to the dorm to slack and camwhore. Then Siriluck (Charmaine's 6 year old buddy) popped up at our dorm and she was dancing away! Hahaha. SUPER CUTE! The video of her dancing is in Emily's phone. Played some game and recorded her voice down (: Then we bathed and got ready for Mass. Then had dinner before washing the dishes and it was then that I had two maids. Hahahaha. Ivan and Eric. Damn funny. Then off to prepare for cultural night. Did the most retarded thing by tying two ponytails because the girls were suppose to be fairies and the guys are elves and had to wear some funny hat. HAHAHA. Video of the skit up on the chiangrai blog. The children's item really impressed all of us. Then it was our turn and it started off with a bonus hip hop dance by Martin and Benji then we sang at the beginning which I am very sure they didn't understand. Oh and unfortunately one of the guitar's string snapped and hence I couldn't play which was good cos I wasn't very prepared anyway. Hahaha. Then had our skit followed by Mass Dance (O1). After that we had to stand in a line and the kids went around to hug us and yeah we all cried! It was so sad I tell you cos we were leaving the next day and we are going to miss this place so much. Then had gift exchange and photo taking. Long reflection in the wooden house which is where the teachers' stayed which made us damn emo. Haha. Then off to sleep after that.

Day 7 (Last day)
Woke up feeling super sad and packed our stuff cos we were leaving in the morning. Had our final breakfast there. Then off to pack our stuff again. Didn't dare to go to the hall because I was so scared I would cry all over again when I see my buddies. Packed everything and brought our stuff over to the hall. The kids were having bible study I think. Then it was the most dreaded moment. My buddies gave me a note and a friendship band each and yeah at first we were all okay then as we were leaving, I hugged all of them and we just cried. Really sad and touching because I never knew that in such a short 1 week, we could actually forge such strong bonds with one another. The love that we share with the children is really unconditional. Then it was time to go and yeah the trip to the town area in the van was just slience because everyone was just so sad. Really miss them a lot. Then reached The Big C again for lunch at MK! :D Then shopped around before heading to the Chiangrai airport for flight to Bangkok for transit. Headed to the Burger King at the Bangkok airport again to do our post trip reflection. Then went into the boarding area and waited. We were supposed to catch the 1955 flight but we waited till about 2000 and yet no one boarded and then Mr Tan went to check and we realise that our flight got delayed for 2 and a half freaking hours! And we thought we couldn't leave the boarding area after going through the customs so we stonned there for like super long until half an hour before boarding then we got a compensation from Thai Airways of 300baht (S$13) to buy dinner. And I was super hungry cos I didn't have dinner at Burger King cos I wanted to eat on the plane. We were scheduled to reach at 11pm singapore time but we ended up reaching only at 2am! WTF totally. Got a lift home from Eric because my parents couldn't fetch me back and yeah reached home close to 3am! Haha.

Well, lots of pictures taken but I am waiting for the people to upload it! Anyway to the group who went Chiangrai with me, thanks so much for the fun and laughter we had there. Let's go back after As! :D Love you guys plenty! <33

2007-12-03T00:20:00.000+08:00

HELLO ALL! I AM GOING CHIANGRAI TMR! OR RATHER TODAY! So, as much as I know you guys will miss me buttttttttt fret not! I will be back on 9th dec! Yep yep! Will try and get sounveirs if possible (: So, do not call or sms me yeah! Love you guys plenty! <3

2007-11-30T00:20:00.000+08:00

Why so complicated?

2007-11-26T01:55:00.000+08:00

Milo and superstar!

Fund raising today at Bukit Batok St Mary's was just uber tiring considering that my nocturnal habits are back again :\ Haha. Met Emily at an unearthly time of 6.50am at Ang Mo Kio Mrt on a Sunday morning is just not right. In fact, it's detrimental to my health because Sunday is supposedly the sleep-in-do-not-disturb-me-I-bite day. Hahahaha. Attempted sleeping on the train but I couldn't sleep at all. And the bus was SOOOOOOOO empty with only the driver and I in it. She probably thought I was mad but whatever. Haha. Ended off at around 1plus and headed off to West Mall(this is the first time I actually set foot in the mall) for lunch with Charmaine Sophiana Emily Ivan Jonathan and Eric. Talked a lot and we were discussing about who's going to buy water and who shouldn't sit next to me on the plane because I need to sleepppppppppppppp etc etc. Can't wait for the trip now and I think I should start packing soon. Like really soon.

Countdown again: 8days to OCIP and 7days to FM Open

Gah.

2007-11-22T01:40:00.000+08:00

Coffee And Cigarettes

Countdown:11 days to ocip, 10 days to FM open.

Oh my, haven't blogged in eons and many many many things going on for these 2 weeks. Gah. Watched a HK drama serial that Mum just rented and it's so freaking sad I teared. HAHAHA. Alright alright will be pretty busy till ocip is over. All gatherings and whatever that I am supposed to plan will be organised after I am back which is 9 dec. Yep yep so please don't ask me to plan anything in the meantime! Thankssssssss (: Enjoy your holidays all! :D

2007-11-13T00:00:00.001+08:00

Happy Deepavali!

Deepavali outings the past few days were the ultimate seks. T34 rocks my socks <3 Had deepavali dinner over at Meena's place on sat and tea at Mr T's place today which was super fun :D He actually baked pizza and cooked pasta for us! :O Shall let the pictures do the talking (: We love polaroids! :D

Meena's place

Mr T's place

Alright, more pictures up when the others upload it. And I want the pictures that Mr T took! Cos his camera is cool :D Anyone who has it, please send to me! :D

2007-11-08T13:51:00.000+08:00

Found this pretty amusing and so ripped it off Charissa's blog. It's PG content! Please do not let your little brothers and sisters read it!

Lesson 1:

A man is getting into the shower just as his wife is finishing up her shower, when the doorbell rings. The wife quickly wraps herself in a towel and runs downstairs. When she opens the door, there stands Bob, the next-door neighbor.

Before she says a word, Bob says, 'I'll give you $800 to drop that towel, '

After thinking for a moment, the woman drops her towel and stands naked in front of Bob After a few seconds, Bob hands her $800 and leaves.
The woman wraps back up in the towel and goes back upstairs. When she gets to the bathroom, her husband asks, 'Who was that?'

'It was Bob the next door neighbor,' she replies.

'Great,' the husband says, 'did he say anything about the $800 he owes me?'

Moral of the story:
If you share critical information pertaining to credit and risk with your shareholders in time, you may be in a position to prevent avoidable exposure.

Lesson 2:

A priest offered a Nun a lift. She got in and crossed her legs, forcing her gown to reveal a leg. The priest nearly had an accident. After controlling the car, he stealthily slid his hand up her leg.

The nun said, 'Father, remember Psalm 129?' The priest removed his hand. But, changing gears, he let his hand slide up her leg again.

The nun once again said, 'Father, remember Psalm 129?'

The priest apologized 'Sorry sister but the flesh is weak.'

Arriving at the convent, the nun sighed heavily and went on her way.

On his arrival at the church, the priest rushed to look up Psalm 129

It said, 'Go forth and seek, further up, you will find glory.'

Moral of the story:
If you are not well informed in your job, you might miss a great opportunity.

Lesson 3:

A sales rep, an administration clerk, and the manager are walking to lunch when they

find an antique oil lamp. They rub it and a Genie comes out.

The Genie says, 'I'll give each of you just one wish.'

'Me first! Me first!' says the admin clerk. 'I want to be in the Bahamas, driving a speedboat, without a care in the world.'

Puff! She's gone.

'Me next! Me next!' says the sales rep. 'I want to be in Hawaii, relaxing on the beach with my personal masseuse, an endless supply of Pina Coladas and the love of my life.'

Puff! He's gone.

'OK, you're up,' the Genie says to the manager.

The manager says, 'I want those two back in the office

after lunch.'

Moral of the story:
Always let your boss have the first say.

Lesson 4:

An eagle was sitting on a tree resting, doing nothing. A small squirrel saw the eagle and asked him, 'Can I also sit like you and do nothing?'

The eagle answered: ' Sure , why not.'

So, the squirrel sat on the ground below the eagle and rested.

All of a sudden, a fox appeared, jumped on the squirrel and ate it.

Moral of the story:
To be sitting and doing nothing, you must be sitting very, very high up.

Lesson 5

A turkey was chatting with a bull. 'I would love to be able to get to the top of that tree,' sighed the turkey, 'but I haven't got the energy.'

'Well, why don't you nibble on some of my droppings?' replied the bull. 'They're packed with nutrients.' !

The turkey pecked at a lump of dung, and found it

actually gave him enough strength to reach the lowest branch of the tree. The next day, after eating some more dung, he reached the second branch. Finally after a fourth night, the turkey was proudly perched at the top of the tree.

He was promptly spotted by a farmer, who shot him out of the! tree.

Moral of the story:
Bull Shit might get you to the top, but it won't keep you there.

Lesson 6

A little bird was flying south for the Winter. It was so cold the bird froze and fell to the ground into a large field. While he was lying there, a cow came by and dropped some dung on him.

As the frozen bird lay there in the pile of cow dung, he began to realize how warm he was. The dung was actually thawing him out! He lay there all warm and happy, and soon began to sing for joy.

A passing cat heard the bird singing and came to investigate. Following the sound, the cat discovered the bird under the pile of cow dung, and promptly dug him out and ate him.

Morals of the story:
(1) Not everyone who shits on you is your enemy.
(2) Not everyone who gets you out of shit is your friend.
(3) And when you're in deep shit, it's best to keep your mouth shut!

2007-11-05T23:38:00.000+08:00

Wait, dear
A white horse is walking down my street here
Your words are creeping at my feet I fear
Sunrise will come too soon and you’ll disappear
Into the haze of a city and go south
Oh no…

Deleted the 2 entries before because I thought it was retarded. HAHA! At least now the picture's changed :D And isn't the snowman oh so cute! (: Yep yep busy busy busy weeks to come before we leave for Chiangrai on 3rd dec.

Anyway, met up with meiqi and cheryl today for dinner! I miss the two of them so much and I would never forget our wonderful first 3 months days (: I think if not for the two of them, I would have probably dread going to school or maybe even give up first 3 months. Reminisced about the good old days where meiqi would do stupid things and ask stupid qns in class and cheryl and I would just give -.- face. Haha! Anyway love you guys plenty! <3

The 3 of us back then in SR (:

Anyway credits to Char for this super nice collage she made for the rocking CJ159! :D

PW sucks but you guys rock! :D

Andddddddd the small outing Grace Meena Yinting and I had after MT As. Don't worry Shan and Nicki, we will have another one another time cos you guys had OP the next day.

Lots of pictures today. Anyway I am still looking for job! Haha.

2007-11-04T00:00:00.000+08:00

Hello I need a job for at least the month of November! Anyone with contacts please let me know! Thanks! (:

In the light of the sun
Is there anyone, ohh it has begun
Oh dear you look so lost
Eyes are red and tears are shed
This world you must have crossed, you said

You don’t know me, and you don't even care
ooo yea
She said you don't know me, and you don't wear my chains ooo yea

Essential yet appealed
Carry all your thoughts, across an open field
When the flowers gaze at you
They're not the only ones who cry when they see you

You said you don't know me, and you don’t even care
ooo yea
And she said you don't know me, and you don't wear my
chains
ooo yea

She said I think I'll going to Boston
I think I'll start a new life
I think I'll start it over
Where no one knows my name
I'll get out of California
I'm tired of the weather
I think I'll get a lover
I'll fly them out to Spain

I think I'll go to Boston
I think that I'm just tired
I think I need a new town to leave this all behind
I think I need a sunrise
I'm tired of the sunset
Hear it's nice in the summer
Some snow would be nice
Ooo yea

In Boston! No one knows my name
Yeaa
No one knows my name
No one knows my name

Yeaa

In Boston no one knows my name

2007-11-02T22:56:00.000+08:00

Cause she's already out the door
She's already out of here
She's already gone away
Already gone away

Some bloody asshole should just learn to shut his goddamn mouth when his comments aren't needed. Unfortunately he deleted that entry off his blog but I managed to rip it off someone elses blog.

"Okay...well I am fully aware that I haven't been blogging for a very VERY long time, so if you are going like "OMG! Finally a new entry!" I fully understand and am not surprised... So well, a great deal of things occurred since the last time I blogged (which i cannot remember when, and am too lazy to find out). Managed to pass Promotional exams, which i thought was "Good Game" for me, based on the instinct I got after doing da papers. This thus proof that natural instincts can be wrong at times. Sympathy to those that didn't make it (i.e. those sub-paper case and retainees) but to me, with all the help the school has given us (i.e. rounding up every single component and moderating all H2s up by 4 and H1s by 2) and yet you still cannot pass, it really is your fault then, either lacking in attitude or mugging really isn't ur forte. I feel, those that still require sub-paper even after all this aiding by the school, such just be immediately be retained of kicked out, don't waste school's valuable resources (i.e. money, paper,time of teachers etc), which we are already seriously lacking of. While many do find the school's method of pinning up the names of those who didn't make the promotion criteria (which CJC's is already very slack) for the whole school population and perhaps visitors to the school to see, very heartless, I beg to differ. Well, for one thing, the deserve it, because they wasted one year worth of school resources, which could have been spent more efficiently and productively on those who passes, and possible they would have gotten higher grades, as with their better attitude, they would know how to better treasure such resources. Its like they are just being plain selfish coming to CJC using up resources and then not passing promos. Another reason would be that, it will serve as a form of a wake up call to the failers (which I deem them to be fittingly called) that, well its a really competitve world we are living in, 'survivor of the fittest'. If they are going keep up with their BOCHAP attitude or doing something they are not good in, they are just going to 'die'. I suggest, do something you are good in, or just rot and die. I mean like, since this is da case, just GET OUT of CJC as there are many others, not in CJC yet, wanting to come here, who posess better attitude and talents, and will yale much better results later in life as well. As this saying goes 'For the great of all mankind, some have to be sacrificed', thus those who feel that everyone should be promoted, you might want to take into consideration of the additional benefits of having a smaller class, for example, the teacher would thus be able to spend more time with each student. So a note to those failers, don't be selfish and just get out of CJC, you all are simply a liability to the school.
On a totally different note, a miracle happened. For once in my life in CJC, I finally passes GP essay. And guess wad, I got 2nd top in class for essay. When Ms. Oei was like saying, "Okay....first is LS and second is Joshua" i was like o_0... MAM we dun joke about such stuff at this kind of moment and atmosphere. I swear I couldn't believe the grades I got until i physically touched the script, and I was like SHOCKED!!!
Project Work as finally come to the last item of the whole arsenal of rubbish, I would say. OP, thats right, oral presentation. Spent so many hours and energy working as a group, finishing those slides, which I will say, isn't the best I have seen. But then due to the limitation of this team, I guess i just got to accept the situation...HAIZ...
Well, holidays have officially started, though the mood still hasn't due to A Level chinese paper on Monday and OP on Tuesday. Hope it all work out, and thus I can get on with my little, miserable life.
It ends here... TATA!!!"

To the owner of http://thompsonyaymoo.spaces.live.com/blog/
, I would just like to say Good Game to you fucker. You just became the common enemy of this school. I can't believe you can get 2nd for GP essay when you can't even spell. What a joke.

2007-11-02T02:00:00.000+08:00

PW IS OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OMG IT'S OVER! YES YES YES! :D Well, OP went pretty fine and I am glad for that (: Maybe Q&A was a bit screwed up but who cares cos PW is OVER! :D And this signifies the end of all the A level exams in J1 yo! :DDD

Anyway on the way to school this morning, I took 166 instead of the usual 132 cos I was running late and on this very bus, I saw this man wearing a red cap with the words AKIRA printed on it and that totally made my morning. Well in case you all still don't know, my group's project is on Akira Kurosawa who is a film director blah blah blah. So, red being an auspicious colour simply signify that, WE ARE GONNA ACE THIS BLOODY PROJECT! :D Or at least we hope so (: Yayyyy!

Off for lunch with Nic Tan Nic Lu Sam Meena and Yinting and yeah had lots of fun talking about Meena's life and laughing at her. Hahaha. I think J2 is gonna rock cos T34 rocks! :D Came home and slept before heading back to school again to get my equipment to fence at coach's place (FM).

Fenced at FM with Sam Nov Kian and Jason and guess what time we had dinner? 11.30pm wtf! We were so scared we couldn't catch the last bus home! Hahahaha! And we met the gay uncle at prata house AGAIN. Well well.

Anyway good luck to the remaining groups who haven't completed their OP! :D And I need to find a job! Anyone with good lobangs please tell me! Thankssssss! (:

2007-10-27T00:05:00.000+08:00

Was it you who spoke the words
That things would happen but not to me
All things are gonna happen naturally
Oh, taking your advice and I'm looking on the bright side
And balancing the whole thing

Yay holidays are here! :D And isn't it great that chinese As is on monday and OP is on thurs? Hahaha. Best part, I havent started studying for chinese yet :O Hahaha. And OP dry run was bad because I didn't memorise my speech and I was so freaking nervous! Shit man.

Met up with Shan and Yinting today to shop for their things. And the weather was so damn freaking hot thank goodness I wore shorts out or I would have died in jeans or smth. Anyway Shan met up with ther mum and so Yinting and I walked around town looking for her things and we saw like a million cj people in town today. Pretty much an eventful day (looks at Yinting) haha! Too bad we didn't get to see someone but at least I saved my bubble tea money! :D Hahahaha!

Anyway my class went up to Meena's house and surprised her for her birthday on Tues night after our class outing. And boy was she excited. Too bad we couldnt stay for long cos there was PW to do the next day :\

Alright I shall attempt to study Chinese soon. Haha!

2007-10-22T21:53:00.000+08:00

HAHAHAH MY CLASS IS SO FUNNEH! Click for a bigger picture if you cant see it. All 34 people please add a ) in front of your nick! :D

PW has been getting me very easily agitated recently :\

2007-10-21T23:28:00.000+08:00

Headlight disco

Interesting discovery/observation/thoughts for the weekend:

1. Guy with purple hair at Bishan O.O
2. NUM actually have good looking guys
3. Baking was fun! :D
4. Saw a hell lot of CJ people in town and church today :\
5. I have phobia of sitting in front in church. HAHA!
6. I have lots of work to do but I am blogging >:(
7. I HATE PW TO THE MAX!
8. TV show ended very abruptly yesterday :( There goes my good looking doctor in the show :(((
9. Grace and I love to eat (a lot)! Haha!
10. I need to go shopping more often and stop buying food.
11. A guy was doing pull ups in the train and after that started circling around the pole in the cabin with his ipod plugged in O.o He kinda freaked me out. A little only. Hoho.
12. I need to do PW!!!!!
13. School's ending in 2 days! :D
14. Fishcake.

2007-10-20T00:19:00.000+08:00

It's been a long long time since everything was cool
I shoulda seen it coming but i guess i'm not the only fool
there's something growin on the outside
too much missin on the inside
should i waste my time and let you lead me on and on
and on and on?

I officially declare. My mum is the coolest mum on earth. She just fcuking bought a PSP! WTF! Even I never thought of buying it or even playing it and I came back home from school today and she was like I bought it! And I was thinking what the hell she bought before I remembered her telling me she wanted to get the PSP. HAHAHA! Oh man my mum's really funny. And guess what? I end up playing more than her! I am addicted to Crazy taxi and diner dash! Hahahaha. Thank goodness it's after exams or I am going to get so damn screwed. Hoho.

School today was once again a waste of time with A LOT of breaks I swear. But it's a good thing :D Today they also posted the list of people who could not make it up to J2 and those who qualify for subs. It was such a sad day I tell you. Had facil interview today as well. And I think my social circle just expanded during the waiting time for the interview. Haha.

And this is for Sam Tong if you ever read my blog. Haha. Don't be sad alr okay! :D You really scared the shit out of all of us today you know! Haha. Don't think so much okay! (:

Busy busy busy week ahead!

2007-10-16T22:16:00.000+08:00

In the light of the sun
Is there anyone, ohh it has begun
Oh dear you look so lost
Eyes are red and tears are shed
This world you must have crossed, you said

:) Thank God it all paid off. J block ftw! And to those whose results aren't so desirable, study hard for sub papers yeah! Jiayou jiayou last lap get it done and over with! :D

2007-10-14T00:24:00.000+08:00

Spinning infinity, boy
The weel is spinning me
It's never-ending, never-ending
Same old story

Promos result out and omg although it's just one subject, I am already so fcuking scared! But I have decided not to talk about it lest I get killed for doing so :\ Anyway ocip fund raising coming up so will be pretty busy on top of OP and MT As :( Why are college students so busy! Tsk!

Open house yesterday was...pretty disappointing. The turnout was actually quite bad and there were so few st nicks people!(not like many came last year cos i didn't go too! :X) But anyway, talked to some of them because I was feeling so high even though I don't know they existed in the school! Hahahaha. Oops! So, we practically stoned at the fencing booth because it was raining and it totally dampen the atmosphere. There was no vibe at all and I see more cj people than other secondary school people. Hahaha. But at least the hall was quite fun. And I will never forget the guy who said "I love cj so much that I am going to stay here for 3 years!" Haha. Funny to the max.

Anyway I just realise I have nothing to blog about. Haha. This is pathetic but I just felt that if I don't blog today, I probably won't have the mood soon and the blog would be stagnated yet again. Hoho so see you people again soon.

2007-10-08T23:06:00.000+08:00

I remember the times we spent together
on those drives
We had a million questions
all about our lives
and when we got to New York
everything felt right
I wish you were here with me
tonight

Hello all. School hasn't been very optimistic so far and I am getting very extremely worried. Rhetoric questions on What if I don't make it up to J2 is flashing through my mind all the time and it's making life in school very miserable :( Gahhhhh. I really wish I could just get back all the results now and stop fretting once and for all and also stop hearing rumors on how the rest of the level has fared for this freaking exam. Argh!

Sometimes I really wonder why God play tricks on me and I always think to myself. Is He trying to tell me something? And I would spend the whole day thinking about it. Haha. Sounds pathetic but yeah. Today was a good example of how He actually did such a thing to me. And I still haven't found out what He is trying to tell me. I think I should spend more time on Quiet Time these few days.

Anyway Choo Jia Ming! Thanks for just listening to all my stupid rubbish with oh too many similarities that are really funny cos I can totally understand what you are going through now. Spanks a lot woman! <3

I think FM static provides too much momentum for me to be so damnit emo. I presume it's pms and that it should go away soon (I hope) But anyway sorry guys for the very emo and pessimistic post today. I hope it didn't provoke too much thoughts in you all and I am sure you all will pass promos (: And sorry if my face has been pretty black today or that I have been swearing wayyyyyyyyyyy too much. Thousand apologies to all. Haha.

Anyway please watch 200 pounds beauty! It's super duper nice and touching! Hahaha.

Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you

2007-10-04T21:39:00.000+08:00

Last call, no more drinks tonight,
and it's not your fault, its time to walk away from,
this velvet box, full of alcohol,
and TV talks, gone on far too long

Oh my fcuking gosh! PROMOS ARE OVER PEOPLE! :DDD YEAH! AND I AM BACK INTO THE REALM OF BLOGGING AGAIN! Hahahahha. So to all the avid readers, rejoice because the stupid exam monster is gone and I can safely return back to cyberspace and online journals (: Oh and speaking of cyberspace and online rubbish, I just created Facebook! Okay okay I know I am super duper slow and that almost the entire world has and you all must be thinking WHAT???!!!! That's so yesterday but, whatever. Hahaha. At least I have it now! Thank the promos for putting such plans on hold because I was afraid I would get so freaking hooked on it and refuse to study.

Anyway, there's no school tmr! :D YAY!!!! WHICH MEANS PARTY PLUS SHOPPING! And I swear that I haven't studied so hard for my entire life before. I don't even remember studying this hard for Os than for promos but whatever we are not going to talk about it until results are out (:

Out with Yinting Meena Nicki Grace Sam Char Joanne to town today and we just aimlessly walked around and of course eat :D Was too tired to continue walking that we all chose to go home. Hahaha. I haven't really slept since exams started or rather since the sept holidays. Gahhh. I.need.to.sleep.

Facebook is utterly confusing. How the fish are you supposed to use it? I still prefer Friendster.

Alright too many windows I shall update more another time!

2007-09-03T16:05:00.000+08:00

Zac Efron <3333
Bye! :D

2007-09-01T01:33:00.000+08:00

You're way too beautiful girl
That's why it'll never work
You'll have me suicidal, suicidal
When you say it's over

Hello all! Last post before I go on a longgggggg hiatus for promos :\ Anyway teachers' day celebration today and didn't manage to return back to sn after that because there was this massive power failure and no one was allowed to go to school today :( I was still looking forward to eating orange bowl and visiting the teachers! Oh well another time.

Anyway met Shir today for lunch and movie!!!! :DD I miss that woman man! Waited eons for Shan to get ready before leaving school to meet her and sorry we were very late Shir! Spent a super duper long time deciding what to eat and caught hairspray! :DD Super good show everyone should catch it especially if you like HSM or musicals in general :D And Zac Efron is so damn hot! :DDDD

A collage of all the birthday photos because I am too lazy to upload them. Check out friendster if you want to see :D

Study hard everyone!
HIATUS.

2007-08-28T01:07:00.000+08:00

Hello world! The time now is 0114 and I am stuck studying chemistryyyyyyyyyyyyy! My gosh I feel so nocturnal now cos I sleep when I get home and study till 2? HAH 8) Anyway to all St Nicks sec 4 loyalty 2006 people, are you guys going back to sn on fri????? PLEASE TELL ME SO WE CAN MEET UP AND EAT ORANGE BOWL AND VISIT MRS SEAH! :D Please reply to my haloscan on the right which says postcards. Thankssssss. And I am typing so disjointedly(is there such a word?)! Must be all the staying up and sleeping when I get home :\

Alright back to hit the notes :(((

2007-08-20T17:11:00.000+08:00

Hey there Delilah,
I’ve got so much left to say,
If every simple song I wrote to you,
Would take your breath away,
I’d write it all,
Even more in love with me you’d fall,
We’d have it all.

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Jiaming popped by just now to surprise me with munchy donuts (rated 4.5/5 stars in 8days! :D) and a super huge card she made and I didn't even know because I fell asleep. HAHA. I felt so stupid because apparently she dropped so many hints and yet I didn't sense anything! Omg I think the smashing of cake totally killed my brain cells. Haha! And there's blood donation tmr! :D Anyway, thanks a lot yo! And yes next year's birthday would be better :D 20082008 :DDDDD Catch up some time later yeah! AND THE DONUTS ARE SEKS SERIOUSLY :D <333333
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Hello all! Thanks so much to everyone who wished me today/yesterday! :D Sorry I didn't reply some because my sms bill is going to explode :\ And thanks to all who got me presents! :D Really really appreciated it.

So, yesterday was Fish&Co at The Glass House and I swear my Seventeenth birthday is like the most embarrasshaming (inside joke ;D) birthday celebration I ever had. Met Meena and Nicki at Bishan MRT to go down to Yinting's tuition centre which is FREAKING ULU I TELL YOU. Waited for her until her tuition was over and we WALKED to The glass house which is at Dhoby Ghaut in case you all didn't realise. So apparently Yinting and Grace left halfway when we reached glass house and they got Meena to distract me and came back with Shan and cheesecake/cream on tissue paper and smashed it on my face. Omg super embarrassing and disgusting but lucky it wasn't a lot as compared to today. Had dinner and everything and we realise there was this group of 15 year olds and the birthday girl is also called Jessica! :D So the cake came and I had to stand on the chair in Fish&Co with a clown hat and I was so EMBARRASSED! So they sang some Fish&Co rap and song. And the group of 15 year olds were like pretty much shocked that I had the same name as their birthday girl and it was pretty much exciting. Offered cake to that birthday girl cos she had the same name and birthday as me. Oh and apparently a lot of people were celebrating their birthday at Fish&Co.

In the midst of the dinner we noticed this 21 year old guy who was celebrating his friend's birthday and he actually liked one of the 15 year old girls. AND HE ASKED THE GIRL TO TAKE PICTURE WITH HIM AND EVEN WANTED HER NUMBER! :O Of course the girl didn't give. Imagine 6 years apart! Super scary but I think the girl must be damn flattered. Hahaha. So that sums up Sunday dinner. Pictures up when I get it.

Today was super duper ultra mega dirty embarrassing and disgusting. Morning was pretty much fine and Yinting gave me this super ultra huge box with presents from Grace Shan and herself and I threw in Nicki and Charissa's in. Meena forgot to bring hers which was meant to be in the box. Haha. Don't worry Meena I don't blame you :) So break came and I had this intuition that the second break was going to be cake smashing time cos yar I heard it from someone. Anyway I was quite apprehensive because I didn't want cake all over my face, hair and uniform as it was tie day also. Class celebrated Brenda(birthday tmr) and my birthday and I thought maybe the news I heard was wrong. BUT BUT BUT! Rowena caught me off guarded and smashed a small slice of cake on my face but that was seriously nothing. Aaron Chan and Andre came along with pandan cake sprayed with lots of whipped cream on it and started charging towards Brenda and I and smashed it straight on our face. The impact was so big that the whipped cream even flew over to Yinting and Grace who was sitting near me. And omg my whole face and hair was WHITE. Damn embarrassing! And we screamed damn loudly also. Then the cleaning uncle saw what happened and yelled at us which was like WOAH. I never knew he could be so fierce. Uniform was so dirty that I had to go off to bathe after that and I can still smell the cream even after bathing :\

So, that sums up this super embarrasshaming celebration. Thank goodness there was hardly anyone in the canteen or I don't need to go to school anymore alr :\ Haha. Maybe being a squared(inside joke again) today wouldn't have been such a bad idea. But haha oh well. We all had fun ultimately anyway :D Oh and I found someone with the same birthday as me! So I wasn't the only one born today after all. Haha.

Once again thank you everyone! Love you guys so much! :D
I AM SEVENTEEN! (:

2007-08-12T14:37:00.001+08:00

Do you remember when we were just kids
And cardboard boxes took us miles from what we would miss
Schoolyard conversations taken to heart
And laughter took the place of everything we knew we were not

OMGGGGGGGG HOLIDAYS ARE ENDING!
:(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((( EVERYONE SCREAM SHOUT WAIL CRY GO ALL HYSTERICAL BECAUSE HOLIDAYS ARE ENDING! And this holiday wasn't even close to being productive cos I was practically SLEEPING AWAY! Haha! I hate school cos it robs me of my sleep totally.

Anyway on a happier note, mum came home just now with donuts from donut factory! :D Beams :D And apparently the queue at Suntec is really MUCH faster because she said she only queued for 20mins?! Wtf queuing at Raffles City takes 2hours! What's this man!

Tmr's going to be a very long and miserable day :( Everyone please enjoy today don't do homework and be environmental friendly :DDD (I wish ha ha) And visit Nicole's blog because she has pretty clothes pictures :D Gahhh I wish I had all the money in the world (cliche...) Okay whatever I shall enjoy today and go for a swim later! :D

Anyway in case I don't blog tmr, Happy birthday Deb! <33
20th August is coming! :D Mark your calenders! (:

2007-08-10T22:47:00.000+08:00

This is the dance for all the lovers
Takin' a chance for one another
Finally it's our time now
These are the times that we'll remember
Breaking the city sight together
Finally it's our time now
It's our time now

1T34 is seksss :D
P/S: I hate formal shots :( So embrace yourself when you see the yearbook (runs and hide in a corner) Btw, thanks nicole for the picture I took it from your blog.

Happy National Day all! :D National Day celebration in sch on wed made me miss st nicks so much. Sitting in the audi singing the songs just made me nostalgic and I couldn't help but think of national day celebration in st nicks last year and the wonderful encouraging and touching things Mrs Goh said :( Awwww. HAHA. Yeah I would never forget winning both competitions for national day. Our dressing up competition and CLASS DECORATION <3 I swear sec 4 loyalty 2006 rocked so hard I love you guys :D

Headed to town with the class for lunch at Hong Kong cafe after the celebration and I saw ALOT of sn people and I am super jealous the sec 4s have a cohort shirt! >:( And it's super duper uber nice! Walked around abit and I went home to sleep! HAHA.

Spent National Day with the family (or rather with mum cos bro went over to his mum in law's place with sis in law and dad was overseas) Had lunch at Thomson plaza and I saw Dan! :D Headed home to catch ndp only to have Jia Ming telling me that her mum won tickets to watch it live. Thanks a lot la. Haha. Oh oh! And I realise that Straits Times didn't feature my picture for the best friend's contest. Well actually I am quite thankful that they didn't. Haha.

So, shopping with mum today at last. Need to start studying soon cos promos are coming! :\

2007-08-07T00:19:00.000+08:00

Dear Bobbie,
Do you remember when you were young and very pretty? I do.
I remember pleated skirts, black and white saddle shoes.
Do you remember dancing that night?
I do, I still think of you when we dance,
Although we cant jitterbug as we did then.

Do you remember when,
How long has it been?
1945 you opened my blue eyes,
To see a whole new life.

Do you remember when,
I told you this that night,
That if you're by my side,
When everyday begins,
I'll fall for you again.
I made a promise when,
I told you this that night.

I'll be fine.
When I die, then I die loving you.
It's alright, I'll be fine.
When I die then I die loving you,
Loving you, loving you.

Do you remember the times we would give up on each other and get back together.
Then we finally was married in 1949.
We drove the yellow convertible all night long.
Do you remember? I do.

Life has led us here,
Together all these years.
This house that we have made,
Holds twenty-thousand days.
And memories we've saved,
Since life has lead us here.

And I'll be fine.
’Cause when I die, then I die loving you.
It's alright, I'll be fine.
Cause when I die then I die loving you,
Loving you, loving you.

I'm coming home to you,
Stepping off my shoes.
Resting in my chair.
See you standing there,
The silver in your hair.

I'm coming home to you,
When I lay tonight, when I close my eyes,
I know the sun will rise,
Here or the next life.
As long as you're still mine, then it’s alright.

I'll be fine
Cause when I die, then I die loving you
It's alright, I'll be fine
Cause when I die then I die loving you
Loving you, loving you

You have grey hair now,
But you're a beautiful woman,
And the years have been good to both of us.
We walk slow now, but we still have each other.
The glue of love is still bonding us together.
That is what I remember. Do you remember?

This song is damn sweetttttttttt :D Thanks Jia Ming for the recommendation! :D

2007-08-06T00:09:00.000+08:00

MORE PEEKTURES FROM FOP! :D

2007-08-05T22:05:00.000+08:00

I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart that's still beating
In the pain there is healing
In your name I find meaning
So I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on
I'm barely holdin' on to you

I HATE SUNDAY NIGHTS :( Haha. Anyway FOP yesterday was smashing rocking good :D DELIRIOUS! <3 I think the lead singer is freaking charming even though he's like 40plus? (If I didn't get the age wrong) Don Moen's country version of God is good all the time was fun :D Took a few photos but I only have 1 now. Shall upload the rest when I get it! :)

This was where I was sitting! :DDDDDDDDD It was coincidental I swear and I realise that indoor stadium has all 38 classes in jc1! HAHA.

On Friday, it was cca day so as usual I had to bring my equipment to school and guess what happened?

HAHA I think all these pictures say a million words :D The first photo was Nicholas Tan in the mask and the last two were Jerome.

And congrats T34 for winning the basketball match last Friday! :D I am extremely proud of you guys! :D All the way yo! :D

Till next time!

2007-08-03T00:03:00.000+08:00

A strangled smile fell from your face
It kills me that I hurt you this way
The worst part is that I didn't even know
Now there's a million reasons for you to go
But if you can find a reason to stay

<3 Lifehouse.

This morning was what I can say the funniest thing that has ever happened in cj. I swear it's damn fking funny I totally cracked up at the quadrangle. Yeah and all the cj people, I think you know what I am talking about :D Imagine a guy dancing saturday night fever and singing doing that thing you do during assembly. My gosh, thinking about it can make me fall off the chair. HAHA. Meena and Grace! You two chose the wrong day to be late seriously. YOU TOTALLY MISSED IT.

I think I have stm. I forgot what I wanted to blog :\

I still can't remember -.-

OH OH! Meena got jacked quite badly today during break in the canteen. Haha. Apparently Nicole shouted "Meena you like Kenny! Omg Meena I can't believe you like him!" Okay it was something like that and Kenny was sitting like not far away from Meena. HAHA I can imagine how embarrassing it was. Too bad I wasn't there to actually witness the embarrassment. Next time. Definitely next time :D

And Meena also adopted a stray kitten today! (I almost typed hamster like ?!) Someone found that poor little stray and it clung onto her and so she had to bring it to school and THE KITTEN IS DAMN CUTE I SWEAR. It was so cute that someone like me who's afraid of cats actually dare to play with it. Ahhhhhhh. Meena please take good care of the kitten. Don't kill it or I think Nicole will kill you first.

AWWWWW :)

Oh one last thing:
Festival Of Praise
3-5 Aug
7.30pm
Singapore Indoor Stadium

Alright I really hope my mum would let me go for it cos I haven't gone for one before! >:(

I need to go shopping soon! :D

2007-07-30T19:41:00.001+08:00

Hello all again! I think I have such a great friend who tagged me to do some really dumb quiz. HAHA. Yeah Shir credits to you. Your tagboard hates me so my reply to you is here :D WE SHOULD MEET UP SOON! :D

Each player of this game starts off with ten weird things or habits or little known facts about yourself. People who get tagged must write in a blog of their own ten weird things or habits or little known facts as well as state this rule clearly. At the end you must choose six people to be tagged and list their names. No tag backs!

-I have a subconscious habit of playing with the backing of my ear stud.
-I carry a mirror cum comb around with me :D AND I AM NOT BIMBO! Haha.
-I love music. I survive on my ipod and itunes.
-I hated history and chem in sec 1 and never intended to take them up ever again. But, the irony. Hoho.
-I have a fettish for anything cute :DDD
-I love green and brown and maybe yellow.
-My wardrobe is filled with clothes of many different colours. Because I find having the same few colours boring :D
-I AM SUPER DUPER UBER MESSY AND DISORGANISED!
-In case there are still people out there who don't know, I am in fencing. ifence :DD
-I love to sleep :D

Alright now it's my turn to tag people! :D
-Nicole
-Meena
-Nicolette
-Nicholas Tan/Lu
-Meiqi
-Aaron

WAHAHAHA! I never had the habit of tagging people but I just felt like being evil :D Do it if you want to I won't force you guys :D

Okay school today was tiring because history research assignment last night totally killed my brain cells and I woke up feeling queasy and didn't feel like going to school. Oh and history today was damn funny because nic lu was saying how he wanted next week to come and we were kinda puzzled as to why he was so looking forward to next week until we found out IT'S NATIONAL DAY NEXT WEEK WHICH MEANS 4 DAYS HOLIDAY AND 1 HALF DAY! :DDDDDD Omg my long awaited holiday :D And the class suddenly went mad. Hoho. Holidays make my day :D And I saw ec quite a few times today! :D Yay.

EOM final submission and chem ca tmr. Fish. Lots of work to complete tonight I think I won't be sleeping early :\ Gahhhh.

Alright back to EOM. And it's almost August people! :DD

2007-07-29T18:58:00.000+08:00

Waiting for your call, I'm sick, call, I'm angry
Call, I'm desperate for your voice
Listening to the song we used to sing
In the car, do you remember
Butterfly, Early Summer
It's playing on repeat, Just like when we would meet

Hello all! I am supposed to be doing history research assignment now but HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL STARTS IN 30MINS! HOW! I have to finish the assignment in 30mins or I won't be able to watch it :( And I totally lost my chain of thought and motivation to continue doing :((( -Cries :((( Okay people out there go and watch HSM cos it's really nice! Alright back to the assignment :(

And there's still EOM and chem assignment and maths tut to finish. I am so fking screwed I swear. And there goes my suppose to be productive weekend :\ I don't want to go to school! :(

Sidenote to all, I collected my fencing equipment! :DDDD

Shall update properly another time!

2007-07-22T22:03:00.000+08:00

Say anything, but
Say what you mean
When you whisper you want this
Your eyes tell the same
We are gaining speed
I can barely breathe
Cause I’m caught in suspension

Going back to the old songs on my playlist really makes my day. Haha. Long time since I played Mae on itunes and they still sound as good as when I first heard :D Can't wait for their new album! :DDDD

Okay I am supposed to be doing my EOM now but fish I hate pw and I just have to reiterate it, pw sucks. And the weekends are almost over! :( Argh Friday seemed like yesterday and shit it's Sunday today :((( I think I need 30 hours a day especially on weekends :D I really hope national day comes soon now so I can finally take a long break from school :D

Anyway 29 more days! :D

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Oh I just remembered I was at the vet today with my dog and dad and this lady came in saying that a stray kitten got knocked down by a car. And the kitten is so cute I tell you I felt so sorry for it :( That person who knocked it down is so horrible! I hope it's the case that he didn't realise he knocked it down and not just drive off knowing that he knocked it down >:( But whatever it is, the lady who brought the injured stray kitten in rocks. And I totally respect her for such an act cos I know not many people actually bother about these poor strays roaming the streets. I hope the kitten is alright! :D
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2007-07-19T22:24:00.000+08:00

Summer Nights

SICKKKKKKKKKK >:( Sorry for giving a super straight/emo face the entire day cos I just wasn't in the mood for anything after the racial harmony celebration.

Speaking of which, today's racial harmony day! :D And we were supposed to dress up in ethnic costumes but my class apparently only found out about it on Tues during listening compre :\ So it was quite impossible to get the entire class to dress up but those who dressed up looked very pretty! :DDD And yar we have decided that our entire class WILL dress up next year :D So exciting! Haha.

I am getting my fencing equipment next friday!! :D Omg I seriously can't wait for my coach to return and go down to the air-conditioned FM to fence and of course collect my equipment! :DD Yay!

Okay I am running out of things to blog and I hate falling sick :(

And ONE MORE MONTH YO! :D

2007-07-11T22:33:00.000+08:00

Let's spend tonight on top of the world
And we can do anything,
We can be anything
I'll meet you tonight on top of the world
As real as it seems,
You're only in my dreams

Random fact of the day: Nicholas Tan's face cracks phones.

And it's true okay! Especially when he takes a picture using your phone and puts it as your wallpaper. THE CRACK JUST APPEARS! Tsk tsk tsk. Now I know where the crack came from. Hahaha :DD

I am still very annonyed over the crack on my phone screen :( I wish I could do magic and make the crack disappear. It's so ugly and unsightly and disheartening and I love my phone very much although it's quite old please! Rah. Anyone who can perform magic please tell me! I need you to fill the crack :\

Training today was damn funny because Clarabelle kept making me laugh over very stupid things haha. And today's the first time someone commented I looked like a peranakan! O.o Hmmm you mean I look Malay?! Well maybe when I was young. But not now?! Hahaha.

TMR'S CHINESE ORAL AND I THINK I AM GOING TO DIEEE! Shit crap argh!

2007-07-10T23:52:00.000+08:00

!(%&(%#_#($_+ ARGH! My phone has an internal crack and I am so annonyed! I am so going to send it for repair because it's so ugly! And besides, I don't know where the crack came from! RAHHHHH!

Off to file the chem file.

2007-07-07T20:28:00.000+08:00

Tell me tell me
What makes you think that you are invincible
I can see it in your eyes that you're so sure
Please don’t tell me that I am the only one that’s vulnerable
Impossible

Hoho! School today was surprising fun although I was complaining non stop about having to wake up early and going to school on a sat. So, it was SJF(shooting judo fencing) carnival today also known as alumni gathering? Haha. And today is the first day I actually bbq in school! Like real bbq with a pit and the school is smart to build it indoors so it wouldn't affect us even if it rains :D So we started fire at a very unusual time of 10am? HAHA like who bbqs at 10am in the morning. And I think I am not going to bbq for a very long time. Oh and a note to all, do not tamper with the chocolate fondue machine especially trying to flow it when there are still chocolate chunks there cos the machine will go crazy and splat chocolate all over the place like what happen today. HAHA. I just merely walked over to take a look then the machine just went bonkers and Clarabelle Novielene Joanna Tianzu and I screamed and ran off. Haha. Details after shall be spared but just that our shirts and shorts had chocolate on it. Hahaha. Quite funny actually cos everyone said our expressions were damn funny. Hahaha.

2007-07-05T21:33:00.000+08:00

All I'm saying is do you, do you want to lose it all?
'Cause this is more than just a dance hall drug
You can't wait to fall in love
All I'm saying is do you, do you want to learn to fly?
Then you should pack it up and say goodbye
'Cause when the push comes to the shove,
He's just a dance hall drug

I think school is starting to suck. Damn tiring and I think term 3 is seriously going to be a roller coaster ride :\ Argh!

Anyway everyone please help my group to do this survey for pw! http://www.surveymonkey.com/s.aspx?sm=6QD_2fGbjL6p89vHtTb5FS6w_3d_3d

Just click on the link.
Thank you very much! :D

2007-07-01T02:17:00.000+08:00

Paper bags and plastic hearts
All our belongings in shopping carts
It's goodbye
But we got one more night
Lets get drunk and ride around
And make peace with an empty town
We can make it right

OH MY I KNOW I AM LATE BUT, MID YEARS ARE OVER!!!!!!!!! :DDDDDD YES. Like finally omg. I think I studied harder for mid years than for os please! Hahaha. Okay maybe a bit exaggerated but you get the point. And I think I am going to screw it up although I studied! So if any teachers happen to see this, PLEASE PASS ME! I REALLY STUDIED QUITE HARD FOR IT! And it didn't help that I havent had mid years since sec 1? HAHAHA. So it was weird knowing I have exams in like June?!

OH MY IT'S 1st of July already! WHICH MEANS... 7% GST DAMNIT!

Went for service today and earlier guitar lesson before that and my tian I think I am anti social :\ Which is something that will never happen. Haha okay I just didn't feel comfortable cos it's weird being in a new environment and it didn't help that it's my guitar teacher's last day :( Anyway, service after that and I swear the weather was damn hot! Global warming is real! Please save the earth someone. So off to tampines for dinner after that with cell and then to Siewen's house cos my parents were dropping my brother and family home and they live near her so I could actually hitch a ride home! :D

Okay this post seemed rather disjointed for whatever reasons. School's starting in a few days and SPA's on tues! :\ AHHHHHH! AND THERE'S STILL ECONS PROJECT AND PW TO DO! FISHHHHHH. But on a happier note, shopping with mummy tmr! HOPEFULLY.

I'll give you my heart on a string,
I just don't wanna miss anything.

2007-06-13T01:19:00.000+08:00

HEHEHOHOHAHA. Went out with Jiaming today and I swear bugis street is like Bangkok. Well, 2 weeks to mid years! I guess I wouldn't be blogging so often unless there's something worthy for me to blog. (I want to get the ripcurl wallet! :\)

Create your own Friend Test here

DO THIS! :D Sorry I was pretty bored so I created it for fun :D

2007-06-10T00:44:00.000+08:00

What makes you think that you are invincible

END OF U17! Didn't do too well today :\ Quite disappointed with my attack :( I really don't understand why I keep missing! >:( Haha but oh well it's over. I shall train harder for the remaining competitions! :D Anyway congrats CJC team A and CJC sabre team for emerging gold! :D

Headed off for class bbq at Brenda's house after competition and I was so tired! And I think skewers look like the fencing blade. Hahaha. Everyone was like eh fencing! Hahaha. Had fun preparing the food and I think I would never touch raw chicken ever again. SO DISGUSTING! :\ And moral of today's bbq, never trust guys with cooking. All the chicken they cooked were uncooked! I think they should stick to setting up the pit :D And Brenda's house is super big! It's so nice I wish I could just live there :( Nicholas Tan bought alcohol for the bbq and Meena was drinking like there's no tmr I swear she almost went drunk. So while drinking, the girls were happily seating outside in the garden talking and playing while the guys were in the house watching tennis. Hahaha. Tried to push a few people into the koi pond and yeah Nicholas scared me cos he attempted to push me in and I screamed like hell. HAHA. Hid Meena's slippers and handbag cos we were too bored and then Ezra Andre and Nicholas decided to be nice people and came out to join the girls so we played the IJ games like "how many meh meh jump over the wall, open close, johnny woosh, fuzzy wuzzie" and so on. And Andre is officially the slowest. HAHA. Had lots of fun and we should have more gatherings! :D

PS: I think national fencers are the coolest shit on earth. :D

2007-06-06T12:50:00.000+08:00

Its a supernatural delight

So, yesterday I got thrashed really badly and got very annonyed over a certain school I shall not mention >:( They totally piss the shit out of me I will thrash them the next time I see them. So, I will start training very hard. Team event on sat before the end of u17 competition. All the way guys who are fencing epee and sabre today! And good luck seniors fencing u20 tmr and fri!

Headed for mos at raffles city after com yesterday with the remaining j2s and some of the girls in j1. Laughed till we almost died in mos and on the way to the mrt station cos Justin was very blind and I really must reiterate that he is really VERY BLIND. We took his wallet and phone when he didn't notice and he didn't even realise at the beginning until awhile later. After refusing to return his phone to him in mos he didn't want to leave but all of us left. HAHA. And of course the phone was being circulated around the group of us. Just before we wanted to return it back to him I held his phone and pretended answering the phone in front of his face AND HE DIDN'T REALISE until like how long later and the group of us who saw couldn't stop laughing cos he is really VERY BLIND. Same for his wallet. We left it inside the mask and was carrying it facing towards him so it's rather obvious but he didn't see it! HAHAHAHA. Omg seriously comic relief after the depressing com that day.

Meet dino! The orange dinosaur I got from the machine where all of us used to play when we were young. The one you put one dollar in and after turning the knob a few times something will drop out in a ball with your toy inside? Yeah that. Novielene and I saw the toys they had and they were all so freaking cute so we decided to give it a try and she got what she wanted and I got what I wanted! :D Yay! Played with both our toys in mos and I think my dino was making a hell lot of noise :X Haha.

And this is from emerge on sunday! FREE BEN AND JERRY'S! :O :D

2007-06-04T23:47:00.000+08:00

Makes me wonder

Emerge 2007 was goodddddd :D Didn't manage to attend all 4 days but the 2 days that I went was good! :D Yay emerge 2008, be there :) And I had free ben and jerry's ice cream on the last day!!!! :DD Reached home close to midnight yesterday cos the service dragged on for another 2 hours :O But it was worth it :)

Went back to school today for training cos COMPETITION IS TMR! Oh my tian! And I think I am really going to die tmr. Like get thrashed real badly :\ So everyone, wish me luck for tmr! :D Hahahaha.

And I still haven't started studying! Shit crap gosh die ahhhhhh help! Someone drag me out to study soon! Haha.

God, give me the strength, stamina and energy tmr.

2007-06-02T00:13:00.000+08:00

You caught me in a lie
I have no alibi
The words you say don't have a meaning

Hello! Emerge on Thursday was powerful. Didn't manage to stay for POS and session 2 cos there was lessons this morning :\ But oh well Sunday! :D Met many many people in church and yeah was quite surprised to see them cos I never expect to meet them AT ALL. HAHA.

Midsummernight Dream just now was not bad but it's a pity I didn't understand what they were talking about cos my shakespeare cannot make it although I took lit for 4 years in secondary school. HAHA. But oh well it was funny though :D Great job drama and meiling the fairy! :D Had dinner at thai express with Shan Meena Yinting and Rowena before that :D Rushed back to school only to know that it hasn't started. And I like Grace's watch! :D SO COOL I TELL YOU! Hahaha. Went back with Charissa after the play and we walked all the way out to 7-11 cos she was hungry. Hehe.

I NEED TO START STUDYING!!!! Tmr or rather today will/must be a productive day!

And I'd be your memory

2007-05-31T00:08:00.000+08:00

Hello I am very tired :\
Forget forget forget please.

2007-05-28T23:45:00.000+08:00

HELLO GREAT SINGAPORE SALE KICK ASSES! :D Do your shopping before the GST hike comes! Anyway I need to get down to studying soonnnnnn so please ask me out to study if you can/want! :D

Emerge conference THIS WEEK! :DDD OMG I AM SO EXCITIED all thanks to Junwen who made it sound so exciting and what's more? He isn't from chc! Hahaha! Okay I think I am seriously going mad :D

And fencing competition next week!!!!! I am so scared although I know I am so going to get thrashed upside down inside out :\

Maths lect tmr followed by pool! :DDDD OMG CAN'T WAIT! :D

I can't seem to blog properly today. Must be due to Meena's influence. Check out her blog and you will know why. HAHA. Quote: "halo halo u got a problem with life is it?"

HAHA SEE YOU LOVELY CJ PEOPLE TMR! :D (i think i am seriously going insane not that i am sane to begin with :D)

2007-05-26T15:43:00.000+08:00

Hey, show some love, you aint so tough
Come fill my little world right up, right up
Someday you’re going to realise
(I want you)
To fill my little world right up, right up, right up

OMG IT'S THE MOST ANTICIPATED TIME OF THE SEM AGAIN! :D JUNE HOLIDAYS!!!!!!! AHHHH! I am so freaking happy it's the holidays already! :D Although there's still mid years to study for but IT'S THE HOLIDAYS STILL! :D

So, our H1 papers ended off yesterday! Not with a bang like what we all hoped for but still not too bad :D So off to the same old hangout where you see a lot of cj people, orchard. Pigged out a lot at Far East after which Meena and I decided to walk around to find that ear ring shop. So having very good stamina, we walked the entire Far East 3rd and 4th level like 100000000000 times while Yinting, Shan, Sam, Nicki went over to Lido to check out movie timings and Nicole went home for piano. In the end, THE SHOP CLOSED DOWN! We totally wasted our time walking around like idiots :\ And we didn't catch any movie in the end. Hahaha. But it was still fun in Far East talking about checkpoint charlie/charlie checkpoint and BRINKMANSHIP! HAHAHA. Headed down to coffee bean after that to just rest and chat till about 8.15?

And I realise smth. No history homework for an entire month! :D OMG WHICH MEANS NO TUTORIAL OUTLINES! :DDDD YAY!

RA! LET'S GO OUT SOON! I miss you guys so damn a lot! We need to catch up on everything we missed out since ages ago! And Geri's returning on 7th july! Please keep that day free :D

2007-05-23T20:29:00.000+08:00

OMGGGGG! GP MID YEARS TMR AND I AM LIKE SO UNPREPARED! HOWWWWWW >:(
And instead of retaining history facts I am recalling all my lit quotes from olevels? HAHA how appropriate man.

"Doomsday is here, die all die merrily." Oh my, how apt for me :\ Good luck everyone for H1 exams!

Haley:
Ive been living with a shadow over head
Ive been sleepin with a cloud above my bed
Ive been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just cant seem to move on

Hugh:
I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just incase I ever need them again someday
Ive been setting aside time,to clear a little space in the cornners of my mind

chorus:
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I cant make it through without a way back into love
ohh

Haley:
I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
Ive been searching but I just dont see the signs
I know that its out there
Theres got to be something for my soul somewhere

Hugh:
I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not just somebody to get me through the night
I could use some direction, and I'm open to your suggestions

Chrous
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I cant make it through without a way back into love
and If I open my heart again
I guess Im hopin you'll be there for me in the end
Haley:
There are moments when I dont know if its real
or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration, not just another negotiation

Chorus:
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I cant make it through without a way back into love
and If I open my heart to you
Im hopin you'll show me what to do
and if you help me to start again
you know that I'll be there for u in the end

2007-05-18T22:22:00.000+08:00

Beautiful Lie

Oh gosh I am having a bad sore throat now it's super itchy! :( And sports carnival today was no comments. Hahahaha. But T34 will make a comeback next year! :D

Lunched with the class after that and it was super funny because we were trying to embarrass Meena at the bus stop and it worked! HAHAHA. Okay la Meena I know you won't take it to heart :D So being very indecisive people we spent like how long deciding on where to eat until Jerome finally suggested a good place. So we were at Shaw watching trailers and eating at the same time and yeah had lots of fun. Walked around orchard for awhile before heading home. And Yinting and I found something new to do which is to disturb people with crumpler bags :D Haha!

Weekends are finally here! :DDDDD

2007-05-17T23:51:00.000+08:00

Can money please fall from the sky now? HAHA. I am sinking into some financial crisis now. Anyone wants to contribute to the keep jessica alive fund? :D

Sports carnival tmr at ccab. Omggggggggg. I suddenly don't feel like going :\ More updates tmr.

You know I think things happen when you least expect it. Take example today. I took 156 because I didn't feel like going home by the back door and I thought it was still raining and I wanted to catch the shuttle bus. BUT the shuttle bus didn't come so I walked to the interchange to take either 410(white) or 52. But again for don't know what reason I took the green one! And so I was so bored throughout the entire journey because it's like so much longer. AND GUESS WHO I SAW ON THE BUS. JIA MING! OMG we were like wth cos we didn't realise that each other were on the bus until she was about to get off! And I was so bored on the bus I wanted to talk to someone! Coincidental right! Hahahaha. Next time we should be more observant :)

MONEY FALL FROM SKY PLEASE :(

2007-05-14T22:04:00.000+08:00

There's a picture on the dresser that's gone missing from the frame,

RETAIL THERAPY YESTERDAY WITH MUM ROCKS! :D I love my mum :DDDDDD Yay! Hahaha. Haven't gone out in ages before yesterday and it felt SO good I swear. Didn't get everything I wanted but it was still good enough :)

School today was just like every other day except that it passed extremely fast which made me very happy :D Shan's back! But nikki's sick :\ Hahaha. But well it was a good day and I was glad that it ended at 4 (even weeks are at 5). And I just realise that mid years are in one and a half weeks! :O On the topic of mid years, I feel super weird knowing that we actually have a mid year exam because sn removed that mid year exams system when I was in sec 2. So I guess I will need some time to get my engine working and start studying :\ Oh well.

Oh and break today was damn funny. Because Meena was really pissed off over smth and she made it so obvious! Hahahahaha! But it was good entertainment considering how long the queue is. So we spent the second hour of break in class intending to complete our work but Yinting Meena and I got into a frenzy and we started coming up with uber weird and funny clique names. It was damn funny we couldn't stop laughing. After all the excitement we heard a rumour from someone and we dashed out of class wanting to know who that person was. Hahahaha. We looked like some complete idiots. And Ezra commented that Yinting and I were cute today! HAHAHAHAHA. Okay we aren't thick skin so I shall make my point clear. He meant our actions cos we were standing outside T36 trying to attract CYY's attention to alert her classmate that she left her thumbdrive in the library and the way we peeped into the class was cute according to Ezra. HAHA.

Chinese was spent watching some really old movie about a married couple quarrelling but I gave up watching half way cos they were getting very irritating quarrelling non stop. Haha.

Night study started today! Anyone interested in going? Tell me! :D

I think I have finally gotten you out; out of my mind

2007-05-11T00:14:00.000+08:00

Stick Wit You

Oh gosh I think school has to be the most draining thing ever. Firstly we have to run away from MMT everytime we see him(we dont want to get suspended you see) and next is trying to keep awake during lessons :\ Sadly there ain't any eyecandy in school to keep me looking forward to anymore :( HAHA. But Meena has plenty and it's fun suanning her about them :DD

Break today was super fun cos we will reminiscing our good old uniform group days from singing campfire songs to embarrassing ourselves in the canteen at our dear yong tau foo stall. Hahaha. And I saw something very scandalous also! HAHAHAHAHA. TSK TSK TSK I KNOW YOU ARE SEEING THIS. Haha! :D

Wednesday we had 3 hours break instead of 2. SUPER SHIOK but I think I wasted my time coming to school except maybe cos there's cca. So, we spent the time camwhoring away and slacking at the grandstand :D

Congrats to Yinting, Billy and Shan on making it into council! :D

FRIDAY TMR! :D Weekends! :DDDDD

We’re breaking and rebuilding and we’re growing, always guessing

2007-05-08T23:34:00.000+08:00

How you gonna say you're never gonna leave me lonely?
How you gonna say you're never gonna walk away?
Knowing that you'd break me if you ever say goodbye,
So you keep on telling me that everything will be alright,
And it's a beautiful lie.

Woots! Haha. The weather recently has been unbearably hot! I swear I could have suffered from a heatstroke running 2.4 today. But thankfully it's over man. And so are the rest of the items for napfa! :D Super proud of myself for all the items this year except 2.4 :\ My timing is like super screwed as compared to last year :( But oh well I still got a gold! :D

PW kills and I feel so stupid paying for an exam that I don't even want to do! Besides, we paid like 30 over bucks for a stupid booklet which is like how thin? RAH.

Today, my stomach was twisting and turning during chem test. The feeling was like someone wringing a cloth. Ouch but yar. I think it was because I drank nescafe after 2.4 and on an empty stomach :| So, moral of the story, don't drink coffee on an empty stomach. (well actually I don't know if it's gastric or the coffee but yar I don't think I will drink coffee on an empty stomach anymore)

I came online with a lot of things to say but I think I am suffering from stm. I can't remember everything I wanted to say and I thought this was going to be a long post but I take back what I thought it would be. Haha.

Yesterday, we played a prank on Meena in the library. Apparently we all conspired to leave the library and leave Meena sleeping on the table on her own and witness her shocked expression when she wakes up seeing everyone gone from outside the library. But, the plan backfired because Nicholas and I felt bad so we stayed on to accompany her until she wakes up and gosh everyone in the library was like staring at us because there was this huge commotion. Haha. But it was fun though :)

I have a two hour break tmr! :D

2007-05-01T13:19:00.000+08:00

The last time I saw you, you turned away
I couldn't see you with the sun shining in my eyes
I said "Hello" but you kept on walking
I'm going deaf from the sound of the freeway

The last time I saw you, you turned away
I couldn't hear with your voice ringing in my ears
Do you remember where we used to sleep at night?
I couldn't feel you, you're always so far away

The first time I saw you, you turned away
I couldn't see you with the smoke getting in my eyes
I said "Hello" but you kept on walking
I'm going deaf from the sound of the DJ

The first time I saw you, you turned away
I couldn't hear with the noise ringing in my ears
Do you remember where we used to sleep at night?
I couldn't feel you, you're always so far away

I don't, don't wanna take you home
Please don't, don't make me sleep alone
If I could, I'd only want to make you smile
If you were to stay with me a while

The next time I see you, you'll turn away
I'll say "Hello" but you'll keep on walking
The next time you see me, I'll turn away
Do you remember where we used to sleep at night?
I couldn't feel you, you're always so far away

I don't, don't wanna take you home
Please don't, don't make me sleep alone
If I could, I'd only want to make you smile
If you were to stay with me a while

I don't, don't wanna take you home
Please don't, don't make me sleep alone
If I could, I'd only want to make you smile
If you were to stay with me a while

Thanks nikki for this song I am so in love with it cos it's so freaking sweet! :D HAHA. Okay history is like killing me now cos I have a major brain block and can't continue with my outline! >:( Why must there even be a Cold War in the beginning! :(

2007-04-28T23:49:00.000+08:00

The Way You Are

Whooshhhhhhh! Haha. Met up with Fazall Shiliang Louis Yinghui Jon and Sam and celebrated Sam's birthday just now at the glass house and I think they have excellent service :D Speaking of which I shall update on what happened there. Louis and Jon bought Sam a surprise cake and the staff at fish and co realised it was Sam's birthday and they helped us prepare the cake for her and we requested for Sam to stand on the chair while we sang her a song. And the staff really came with a clown hat and made her stand on the chair! HAHAHA. So the staff came up with some rap and sang her a song together with the people there. And the best part was that we made Sam blow off the candles from where she was standing. HAHA. AND SHE DID IT! :D And following that, they took a polaroid for us and gave Sam a card and a fish soft toy. Good service right! Sam, I swear this must have been your best birthday ever. Hahahaha.

Pictures of yesterday sports day:

Sam's birthday:

Who said Cedar and St Nicks were rivals? :D

More pictures up soon!

2007-04-27T22:12:00.000+08:00

RED HOUSE IS THE BOMB! :DDDD

SN SPORTS DAY TODAY AND AFTER LIKE TEN YEARS OR SO, RED HOUSE FINALLY WON! WHOOPEE! SORRY FOR THE CAPS BUT I AM REALLY VERY VERY VERY X100000000000 HAPPY! :D HAHAHAHA! Great job to the red house comm for the wonderful achievement! :D Pictures up soon!

In the meantime, Vote for YINTING, SHANTINI and BILLY!

2007-04-26T21:12:00.000+08:00

Last night I had a dream about you,

It's finally thursday and one more day to the weekends! :D The best part is that we only need to report at 11 tmr cos there's prize giving ceremony in school and all the j1s only need to report at 11! :DDDDD Haha. So it's been a pretty taxing week with tests on monday and tuesday and student official duty on monday resulting in me screwing up my econs test on tuesday. Haha. Had 4x100m relay today which was postponed from yesterday because there was a thunderstorm halfway through the heats.

So, besides all the late night mugging and trying to complete homework, school has been pretty fun because I have a fun class :D Recently, due to Shan's wonderful influence, the people sitting around me started calling me by my full name without my english name. I shall refrain from typing that here cos I don't exactly want the whole world to know my full name. Yes so anyway they have been trying to annoy me with that especially Nicholas. Hahahaha. It's really funny when Meena was wondering why everyone was calling me that until she found out it was my full name -.- Mr T has also started taking a liking to telling us really funny dumb blonde jokes sending the whole class shrieking in laughter. I tell you it's that funny. Haha.

Yesterday after heats, Yinting, Meena, Nicholas and I took 156 back to bishan and we had the time of our lives suanning Meena throughout the entire journey. We were so loud that I bet the whole bus could hear us talking. And it's not only talking, we were also laughing. Hahaha. And the jokes we were cracking about Meena were so funny that even the people sitting in front of us were laughing.

Okay class breakfast tmr! And vote for Yinting, Shantini and Billy for the 33rd student council elections! :D

2007-04-20T23:27:00.000+08:00

HEY HEY YOU YOU!

Screwed up day today. One of the few off days ever since school started. Slept at 2 cos I had to complete my PI and hand it up today. Overslept and woke up late resulting in me rushing like crap in the morning. Went to school and there was spot check right after assembly in the hall. Pandemonium ran among all the girls. Check was initially okay BUT the teacher signalled me out later cos I was too tall -.- Wtf? Resulting in my skirt looking a bit short when I didn't even alter it! Totally pissed me off for the entire day because my record hasn't exactly been very good since term started. Thanks to 132 which is ALWAYS LATE and therefore making me late for school as well. Then after spot check had lessons and everyone was rather moody cos of the check. So, even though we were released at 1 today, the day was totally screwed up because of the spot check. I swear my record in sn was good except when I was late once. Now? It's only half a term and I am already late twice and getting caught for uniform when it isn't even my fault that I am tall and the skirt to them looks short when it isn't as compared to so many other people please. ARGHHHHHH! And I think my class is going to get screwed soon cos there are so many latecoming and uniform cases. Wth.

I need to vent my anger on something.

2007-04-16T21:53:00.000+08:00

I'll be your cryin' shoulder
I'll be love suicide
I'll be better when I'm older
I'll be the greatest fan of your life

So, I am supposed to name 6 things about myself because miss choo jia ming tagged me. Hahahaha. Why did I read your blog!!!!!!! Hahahaha. So here goes.

1) I am an emokid. No as in seriously I emo quite a lot just that I don't really show it because I don't like it when people start getting overly concerned. Haha. Yep.

2) I was in science club, maths club and library in primary school! Haha. I hated sports and pe then and my naphfa always sucked. And I was fat. HAHA. Don't believe can go ask jia ming or jeannie. I am sure they will tell you about it :D

3) I have two super duper old brothers. One's 32 the other's 28. Haha. You can push your jaw back now. Haha.

4) Messy is like my middle name. I never pack my table or in fact file my stuff until it spills over the table or that the file is going to burst any minute. Haha. So anyone would like to help me? :D

5) I survive on music. If anyone deletes all the songs in my itunes, I will kill that person. Haha.

6) I live to eat :D

I won't tag anyone :D But feel free to do it if you are bored. Off to do pw :\ Rahh.

2007-04-12T19:36:00.000+08:00

Baby, seasons change but people don't.
And I'm always there waiting in the back room.
I'm boring but over compsenate with,
Headlines and flash flash flash photography.

I love fall out boy! :D Haha. So, school recently has been a killer. With polys having their orientations, jcs on the other hand are having tests. And I got this strong feeling that I screwed up both tests :\ Time to pull up my socks and do some serious work. Most importantly, stop procrastinating.

Had fencing trials yesterday and results for the trials out today. And I got in! :D Yay! I guess that makes me an official fencer? :D

I love Thursday! :D Cos I get to end school at 3 and go home! :D And that makes me very happy cos it's my earliest day :DDDD So Grace, Shan, Meena, Joanne, Aaron and I headed for bishan to get our readings photocopied. But we spent quite some time in the shop trying to decide how many copies to photocopy because it's quite ex there :\ Hurrr. Haha. And I think we sort of pissed the auntie off :\ But oh well. Haha. Macs after that before we left.

Andddddd it's friday tmr! :DDDDDD WHICH MEANS THE WEEKENDS ARE COMING! :D

I think Jason makes me emo. Haha. Sorry dude I don't mean that you did something to make me emo or what but that your entries are so...emo! Haha. And you intrigued me to start thinking :\ Which makes me emo sometimes. Haha. Anyway, cheer up man! Haha.

Have you ever had a dream? A dream so real that when you wake up, you are unsure whether you the dream was a reality or you're dreaming now? When you wake up, does the dream seem so bizarrely fake that makes you wonder how the hell you ever thought that could have been true. -quoted from Jason's blog. Honestly, I do have such dreams before and it just sets me thinking. Are dreams opposite of reality? Or are dreams a reflection of what we have been thinking the entire day?

Well, I thought that moving on to somewhere new would be a good start. Till I saw you that day. Damnit.

2007-04-03T21:44:00.000+08:00

Smack that

The super overdue pictures at shiliang's birthday celebration.

The birthday boy! :D Haha. (Shiliang don't kill me if you see this :X)

The few pathetic people who turned up for his celebration. Haha.

I really miss the pinafore looking at this picture :\
So, it was Nicholas' birthday today and some of us went to celebrate his birthday while the rest had something on. Left class at 2 today to go support the fencing a div. Nice time observing how the national fencers fence. Went back to school for council meeting(don't worry I am not applying) and waited for Shan, Yinting and Nicolette to come back from the celebration so that we could go together. Ended up being super late :X So after the meeting ended, we being nice people decided to accompany Nicholas before he had to report for his htc duties.

PTM tmr! :\

2007-03-31T23:26:00.000+08:00

Plug in baby

I love fencing! :D Hahahaha. Okay that was a bit random. Anyway, RA gathering last friday was superb :D Although we took like ten thousand years just to find a place to eat and sit, it felt so good meeting up :D Embarrassed ourselves screaming and hugging each other in the middle of far east but who cares. Hahaha. The night was good having dinner and just reminiscing our times in sec 4 and the wonderful yellow classroom :D Spent a hell lot of time catching up and I think we could just continue sitting down there until the shop closes. Haha. We should have a girls stayover during the holidays at someone's house! :D Haha.

The incomplete RA(but still the people I love very much :D)
More pictures up soon! :D

Thursday, Shan and I went back to SN! :D And we met Sharifa and Sam How in sn also! Haha. Ate our very dearly missed orange bowl and talked to mrs seah :D Haha. She's still so cute :D

Today was spent slacking. Hahaha. First was lunch with my family at seoul garden because my dad had some voucher and yeah we all went there. Then went for guitar and met Charissa after for movie because she had free tickets! :D Haha. Caught tmnt because mr bean's holiday was sold out and music and lyrics had no more show times! :\ Not too bad a show but not worth 9.50. Good thing it was free. Haha. Walked around j8 for awhile before heading home.

I think I should do some studying tmr. Haha.

2007-03-25T14:56:00.000+08:00

Tonight
Carte blanche, first class for the evening
Ready, set, go

Hohum. I can't seem to view my blog or many other people's blogs :\ That explains my disappearance from the world of blogs recently. Been too lazy to update since I can't see what I post. Haha. So, school's been pretty fun recently with a great class I must say :D But I still miss 1s11! Started wearing our jc uniforms already and I am not used to seeing myself in two piece uniform instead of the pinafore.

Met up with Jia Ming together with Shan last friday for lunch! :D Due to my very tight budget(saving up money for a good cause :D) we settled for kfc. HAHA. Walked around far east and Shan's mother picked us up and we followed them to Thomson Plaza to kill time. Haha. Conversation in the car was so hilarious we all almost died laughing in the car.

Picture of the day(we didn't manage to include Shan in sadly)

(Stole the picture from Jia Ming's blog. Hehe)

Anyway, ra gathering this friday! :D I miss you guys a lot!

2007-03-17T01:01:00.000+08:00

Whispers, "Hello,
I miss you quite terribly."
I fell in love, in love,
With you suddenly.

Whoopee! Hahaha. Met Jiaming yesterday attempting to study at bishan library. I guess you all know what happened after that. Our studying trips are often futile. Haha. As usual :D But we had fun walking around J8 :D

Met Shir and her sister at Toa Payoh to get our jackets and today happened to be the auditions for campus superstar(guys)! Super crowded and I think Toa Payoh hub isn't a very good place for holding auditions. The sound system isn't very good. But oh well we refused to move off until someone gets through and after listening for don't know how long one guy finally got through! :D Hahaha. Met up with Meiqi and Cheryl after in the train to go for s11 class outing! :DDD I swear I missed each and everyone there so much. Was super happy to see everyone again and just eating and catching up. Although we all reaked of the bbq smell after that but I enjoyed the gathering very much :D Oh oh the girls were the earliest for the gathering and the guys came late by like 1hr 45mins?! Hahaha. We were all happily eating then when we were about to finish they came. Haha. So we headed for the arcade to try and spend our remaining class fund and we discovered a lot of arcade pros in our midst :) Haha. Then headed for the pool hall to play pool! :DDDD I love pool. Hahaha. Though I suck at it but it's still fun :D At least I got to hone my skills! :D s11! <3 We will meet up again after our promos end? :D

2007-03-12T23:08:00.000+08:00

Hello there, the angel from my nightmare,
The shadow in the background of the morgue,
The unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley
We can live like Jack and Sally if we want
Where you can always find me
And we'll have Halloween on Christmas
And in the night we'll wish this never ends
We'll wish this never ends

(I miss you, miss you)
(I miss you, miss you)

Where are you and I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep, I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
This sick strange darkness
Comes creeping on so haunting every time
And as I stared I counted
The webs from all the spiders
Catching things and eating their insides
Like indecision to call you
And hear your voice of treason
Will you come home and stop this pain tonight
Stop this pain tonight

Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you, miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you, miss you)

Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you, miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you, miss you)

Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you, miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you, miss you)

(I miss you, miss you)
(I miss you, miss you)
(I miss you, miss you)
(I miss you, miss you)

Nice song to start the week. Hahaha.

2007-03-10T20:42:00.000+08:00

I hope you’re doing fine up there without me
'Cause I'm not doing so good without you
The things I thought you'd never know about me
Were the things I guess you always understood
So how could I have been so blind for all these years
I guess I only see the truth through all this fear of living without you

Hmmm. IG orientation ended off on a high note on thursday. Started class orientation on friday and it's supposed to last till the monday when school reopens. Dragon boating. I hope it would be fun :D Bridging lessons next week :\ Oh well for the sake of doing well for mid years I would be a good girl and not pon any lessons :) Rockafella last night was good! :D

I am really missing everyone in sr! :( I never thought a change of environment would be so difficult to adapt. I need time and a lot of time to get used to this. I don't even know how to navigate around the school! Haha.

Argo 5! Og outing anytime soon? And s11 cg outing soon also? :D I miss you guys a lot!

Maybe we were never meant to be

2007-03-06T22:46:00.000+08:00

If I could escape
And re-create a place as my own world
And I could be your favorite girl
Forever, perfectly together
And tell me boy, now wouldn't that be sweet?

Ceejay people! :D I realise it's gonna be st nicks dominated so hopefully it would be fun eh?

Have fun in your college/poly people! :D

2007-03-05T22:13:00.000+08:00

We watch the season pull up its own stakes
And catch the last weekend of the last week
Before the gold and the glimmer have been replaced,
Another sun soaked season fades away

Last day of PAE today :\ I am finally leaving SR and I can't believe that time actually passed so freaking fast. Time flies when you are enjoying yourself I guess. And I think I am going to emo again soon :( I will miss you argo 5 and 1s11! :( You guys have been great. And s11, although we only started to bond recently but I really had a lot of fun with each and everyone of you here. I will always remember the coffee shop class! And our very super duper lame form teacher who rocked so hard :D Hahahaha. <3 Meiqi I will miss your hilarious laughter. HAHAHAHAHA. And Cheryl and your non stop bickering. It's super funny I should have video-ed the entire thing down. Take care the two of you although we are all going different schools but we will keep in contact yeah? <3

Went out to celebrate Shiliang's birthday today. The turnout was super pathetic but it was still fun right? Hahahaha. Photos on his birthday out as soon as I get it.

No school tmr! :D But school resumes on wed in our new schools :\ I need time to settle down again! :\ Oh gosh.

1s11!

cheryl me meiqi :D

2007-03-03T23:28:00.000+08:00

Don't stop come a little closer
As we jam the rhythm gets stronger
There's nothing wrong with just a little little fun
We were dancing all night long

End of another week! Posting results out coming tuesday. I just pray that I would get into cj. That's all I am asking for :D

Went for Mr Seth Tan's wedding today. I must say his wife is pretty! :D Maybe all brides are pretty on their wedding day yeah? Haha. Touching church reception I must say that was so freaking sweet. Met up with squadmates at city hall at 11 and all of them were late except Meiling and Celine! Hahahahaha. Shopped for his present and yeah I really miss all my squadmates so much I swear. It's so rare that we actually get to meet up.

Been raining a lot these few days I feel so coped up at home and in school. I want to play and run in the rain like we did in sn :)

Well, the term is ending real soon and time really flies. I still remember myself complaining that there's still a long time before jae posting comes out and it's like in a few days time we would all leave this school and move on. Sad? Yeah a bit. I guess I would miss everyone in SR that made this first three months so memorable. And Meiqi if you ever see this don't worry so much la. I am sure Mojo jojo wants you there if not New York will welcome you. Then you can be in the same school as Shiliang! Hahahaha.

Well good luck for jae posting everyone!

Lost without each other;

2007-02-27T18:16:00.000+08:00

This may never start
We could fall apart
And I'd be your memory
Lost your sense of fear
Feelings insincere
Can I be your memory?

Cny has been relatively boring this year because I didn't go back to Malaysia to visit my relatives so I spent practically the entire 3 days rotting at home because the shops were close! :( But well, returning back to school isn't very fun either except the companionship I have :D Cheryl and Meiqi, you guys rock. Hahaha. I think I would have died in class if not for you two. Although we do laugh like mad and talk non stop, but I think that's what made school so interesting yeah? :D

So, a few more days to the end of my school term in SR. Mixed feelings I guess. But well, hopefully the place I am posted to which be fun :D Posting out either this friday or next tuesday! Oh well.

2007-02-20T22:38:00.000+08:00

Watch protege! :D

2007-02-20T00:58:00.000+08:00

We watch the season pull up its own stakes
And catch the last weekend of the last week
Before the gold and the glimmer have been replaced,
Another sun soaked season fades away

Charissa just made me nostalgic all over again :( Yes I really miss sn a hell lot. It would really deserve being called the best and worst times in my schooling years. Haha. Ironic but true. I miss the times we would scream in class and chase each other around the corridor just because someone took another person's ez link or something. Haha. Childish but very fun :D And when we used to borrow the drink stall fridge and surprise our friends on their birthdays :D All the fun we get when we just did anything we want without caring about how we behaved and how we portrayed ourselves in front of others :\ The shalalas along the corridors and just being whacky and cranky on funfair and on national day :) I guess all these would only be a good enough memory that I have of this school and of course the people who made this school so memorable :) Gathering again soon 4loyalty? :) I miss my orange bowl already!

<3333

2007-02-18T02:19:00.000+08:00

I can't seem to view my blog or any blogs :\ Someone please help me!

Anyway, happy chinese new year! :D

2007-02-16T20:39:00.000+08:00

We will shine, shine like stars above

So, after weeks and weeks of preparation, valentines day in SR is finally over! Guess it really isn't easy planning and executing such a huge event. Thanks to the ICs and everyone else, we managed to complete it! Haha. But I really miss vday in sn :\ All the fun we get distributing presents early in the morning and going back to your class after assembly finding lots of things on your table :) JCs valentines day is pretty much a couple event than a friends event. I think the only few groups people who were actually giving stuff were mainly the girls from girls schools. Haha. Talk about our culture. I really miss sn!

School today was slack. Had some cny celebration in the hall and we weren't even high at all except when the small kids from some childcare centre came to perform and everyone was squealing about how cute they were. Haha. Stoned around and had council meeting in the LT before going out to meet Jia Ming. And slc rocks! :D Haha. Went to marina square for lunch and walked around a bit before heading for candy empire! :D Towned awhile after and went home because she had to go back to VJ for some choir bbq at east coast park.

And my brother just came back from Thailand! He looks like a lobster with his entire face red and dark. Hahahaha. And yeah I have decided to follow his footsteps and go to cj as well. Haha. Just hoping I can get in successfully. I don't want to go through another appeal process! Because the anticipation kills.

Eve of cny tmr! Happy new year in advance everyone! :D

2007-02-11T13:55:00.000+08:00

And all at once
The crowd begins to sing
Sometimes the hardest thing
And the right thing are the same

Bro's wedding yesterday. Drained every bit of energy that was left in me. Dinner was good and I like the bear keychain :D I think that made my day totally. Caught up a bit with Kana and we were both so damn exhausted that we were dying during the dinner.

Results out last friday. Can't decide whether I should go to cj or temasek poly :\ Help anyone!

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£øÙí§ ... byby3 chinese says:
hmpx dun friend u liao ><
SSICA It's my one last shot at redemption. says:
...
SSICA It's my one last shot at redemption. says:
haha childish!
SSICA It's my one last shot at redemption. says:
hahahahahhaha
SSICA It's my one last shot at redemption. says:
omg i cant believe you actually said that la
£øÙí§ ... byby3 chinese says:
loL
£øÙí§ ... byby3 chinese says:
wad childish
£øÙí§ ... byby3 chinese says:
sounds cool wad

Argo 5 for you. How childish seventeen year old can get. HAHA. And his birthday was just yesterday. Haha!
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2007-02-07T22:12:00.000+08:00

Last shot at redemption

It's Friday people :\ And og dinner tmr! :D

2007-02-02T22:02:00.000+08:00

You can pack all your bags we’re finished
Cause you made your bed now lay in it
I could have another you by tomorrow
Don’t you ever for a second get to thinkin’
You’re irreplaceable

Andddddd it's friday again! :D Hahahaha. Hail goodbye to another busy and tiring week and welcome the week of the release of olevel results :\ Was talking to Shan over the phone the other night and we came to a conclusion that we probably wouldn't dare to see our results so, mrs seah can do the honours of revealing it to us! :D Hahaha.

Speaking about school and olevel results, council has started our valentines day pre ordering service! Please visit the booth near the sac next week and support the council interns! :D Had some briefing about JAE yesterday and the expected date for release of olevel results would be tuesday!(Everyone scream! :O) So a huge commotion had been going on since that had been announced. But oh well, I just hope and pray that I would do well enough to get into vj although I think the possibility is like super low :\ But if there's a will, there's a way! :D Hahahaha.

Met Charissa today after school to go shopping! :) Visited sai's working place to pay her a visit and she's so funny and cute! Hahaha. Walked around j8 and met Huwen, Venetta, Manda and Yanling there also! I think j8 is like the meeting point for all sn people. Haha.

Alright cross country tmr :\ Shall update about it tmr.

We are one tonight

2007-01-26T22:40:00.000+08:00

Maybe you want her
Maybe you need her
Maybe you started to compare
To someone not there

:D I love fridays. Cause it signals the end of another week and a step closer to the release of olevel results :\ Oh well.

Today, geri flew off to australia to study :( Didn't get to send her off cause we all got school! >:( But there was farewell dinner for her on wed. Great seeing almost the whole of RA there. Catching up, gossiping, egoing and just doing things that we used to do in sn. I really miss you guys :\ It just felt great having dinner together and doing embarrassing things in the restaurant and just being ourselves :D

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So, something very very very funny happened during lunch today. Details shall be spared to save the person some face :D And we celebrated mabel's birthday today! :D So the surprise sort of pulled through I guess :) Argo 5, we rock :D

Just want to say do reflect on how you all portray yourselves alright? Comments shall just be kept to myself :) Don't forget what we taught you all last time.

2007-01-20T21:36:00.000+08:00

This is going to
Bring me clarity
This’ll take the
Heart right out of me

A time for dancing, a true reflection of how we deal with life. Am pretty touched by the protagonist's passion for dance which could be a source of inspiration for many if you watch the show :D

Like what Cheryl said, I have waited five days just for these two days to come! Haha. School's super tiring it just kills you when you start counting down to the many hours before school ends. Haha. After having proper lessons for a week, I realise that almost all my tutors are lame. As in they tell you super lame jokes and you just laugh even if it's not funny. Haha. Especially the chinese teacher. I think no one can ever beat him in terms of lame jokes.

Oh well, I need a second cca real badly now :\

If only we were as innocent as we were from the start

2007-01-17T00:20:00.000+08:00

Bring me back to sn now :\ I really miss secondary school life so damn much.

Wtf. I think I just messed up my life upside down and I don't want to think what to do next.

2007-01-12T22:17:00.000+08:00

Everybody look at me, me
I walk in the door you start screaming
C'mon everybody what you're here for
Move your body around like a nympho

Argo 5 <3
Hey you guys have been great and funny and I won't forget the times we laughed so hard till we nearly died especially our interesting talk in the canteen ;D And not to forget our favourite game(or more like sam's fav) bomberman! Thanks for being so warm and friendly, making the orientation week in sr the best I ever had :) Do keep in touch although we have splitted up into our classes yeah? <33

HELLO MISS CHOO JIAMING, yes I saw that. I know I rock your socks :D HAHAHAHA. I will pray for very good results and go vj too! :D Then we can openly discuss some things eh ;D Miss you too bestieeeeeeeee!

Classes start next week :\ Sian ah! Hahahaha.

2007-01-09T22:55:00.000+08:00

Train this chaos turn it into light
I've got to see you one last night
Before the lions take their share
Leave us in pieces, scattered everywhere

If I ever asked for orientation to end, slap me now. Lessons have never been this boring before(okay maybe there were but still!). From introductory lectures that teach you how to switch on the calculator to mole concept. Oh gosh, how I really miss secondary school life. I miss sn! That's why I went back today for orange bowl! :D I love sn food seriously. Stayed in sn till about 6plus before heading home only to find out that Charissa bought this really cool magazine then we headed down to Bishan street 22 to see if there were any more copies. But there wasn't! :( Hahaha.

Hectic day tmr ending at 3.30 because of cca fair. School's starting to pick up and I have set my resolutions! :D Hahaha. Okay I know this is a bit late but who cares! Classes out this friday and gosh I love my og so much I don't want us to split! :( But oh well, it's tiring having to make new friends all over again :\ Sadly, we don't have much choice.

Alright, it's back to the rat race tmr.

2007-01-06T00:01:00.000+08:00

'Cause everytime we touch,
I get this feeling.
And everytime we kiss,
I swear I could fly.

ARGO BOLEH! :D Hahahahaha. So, orientation has ended off on a high note :) And Argo came in champion! Champion baby! :D And what I am saying next might shock everyone who's reading this. I kind of like sr :) HAHAHA. It isn't as bad as what I thought it would be. In fact, it is fun! The people and school are nice. Shall not update much about the school but just, I am happy there! No intention of staying there for the rest of college at the moment though. Haha.

Cca fair at sn tmr! See you there.

2007-01-02T20:47:00.000+08:00

We're on a oneway mission

Class gathering today at sentosa was pathetic. Hahaha! Because only 11 people turned up but it was still enjoyable playing and walking in the sea. Thank God for the good weather seriously. The sun was super hot that I have my racerback tannlines on my back and my face is red :\ But I haven't had such a tann in ages so :) Walked around vivo after gathering with Jiaming for awhile and we saw Danny(our adam khoo instructor) at topshop! He was with another instructor called melvin or something I think. Wanted to say hi but we figured out that he probably won't remember us and it would be super embarrassing. Hahahaha. But hey prepare to meet the unexpected sometimes.

And how time flies, school's starting tmr! :\ I don't want to go to school!(okay that sounded super childish) But I am freaking scared to face a brand new environment and getting out of my comfort zone :( But we have to learn I guess. Go ssica! Haha. I hope I have a fun OG :D That would make me very happy :) Okay what am I talking about. Who won't be happy in a fun og? Haha. Seventeen this year? I feel old :\ But it's one more year to driving and clubbing! Hahaha.

Alright I guess I should start changing my mindset and prepare myself for school tmr! Have fun in your new/old schools next year people! :D Have a great 2007 :)

2007-01-01T13:07:00.000+08:00

Happy New Year! :D

Class gathering tmr! Don't forget!

2006-12-30T22:38:00.000+08:00

sawadeeka!

Back from Bangkok! :D Bangkok's pretty nice because it didn't rain :) Haven't been there in ages and it sure changed a lot. I must say it does live up to its name of shopping paradise! Shopped till I dropped and my feet swelled. But it was nonetheless an enjoyable time there :)

Interesting facts about my trip:
People run to get good seats because it's free seating for Tiger airways. It was damn embarrassing looking at people run I tell you.
There isn't a 13th floor in my hotel.(freaky huh)
The roads are always jammed with cars and it irritates you a lot.
Bangkok's very polluted.
My cab driver could speak chinese :O
Their shopping/wholesale centres are bigger than vivo.
Things there are damn cheap.
The tissue paper holder in MK is freaking cute!
Food there is super good and cheap.
I love their cha yen :D (why can't they sell it in singapore :()
I realise that tourism is their main source of income. (okay I don't take geog you see!)
I almost missed my flight back to singapore and it was super embarrassing walking in the plane trying to find a seat because everyone was staring at us. HAHA. And there were a lot of kids on the plane back and they were super noisy and irritating because one of them kept kicking my chair!
I love foot massage :D

I <3 Bangkok.

Went back to school to take a look at drills comm and return my full u. I think we spent more time catching up with squadmates than actually observing the comm. Hahaha. Started talking about hua yang and fahrenheit and wu zun! :D Got super high over it and we couldn't stop! Hahaha. Went for service with siewen and we continued discussing about wu zun causing us to be damn high and mad. I think everyone thought we went crazy or something especially at the foyer. Hahaha.

Siewen: Mei you la! Hahahaha. -claps :D

So, 2006 is coming to an end soon. Set your new year resolutions quick and let's all welcome 2007! :D

2006-12-24T15:49:00.000+08:00

All I want for Christmas is you.

Shir's party on thursday was fun :D Bbq and just simply catching with friends that we haven't seen since prom ended. Well, we should do this more often. Especially next year when we are all going different ways. Played truth or dare and some other games bel taught us at shan's party. Food was nice because of the marinate :)

Service today was a blast! :D Although we had to wake up at an unearthly time of six something but it was all worth it :) Catchy Christmas carols and a great drama production which was really entertaining and funny. Rushed home after service because of family gathering. Homemade popiah and awfully chocolate log cake was just superb :) And I just realise my cousin is in Crescent's NP! :O Hahahaha.

Alright and it's Christmas tmr! :D Which also means I am flying off to Bangkok! :DDDD I have waited for this day long enough man! Hahaha. Can't wait to start shopping :)

Anyway, have a very merry christmas in advance to all of you out there! :D Boxing day is coming so you can stop guessing what's hidden under the wrapper and boxes very soon!

Till the 28th!

She is everything I need
That I never knew I wanted
She is everything I want
That I never knew I needed

2006-12-21T02:48:00.000+08:00

Expectations fallen short.
I guess, it's back to square one again. I wish school would never start in this case. 2007 doesn't seem that interesting and fun after all.

Horrible week so far except for eagles which made up a bit. Nightmares every night and it isn't nice when you dream about almost the same thing every time and waking up to realise that it isn't over. It seemed to have just begun. Paranoia makes things worse, that I can guarantee.

Shir's party tmr but before that, one last shot. Let's hope it's good news because I think I can't take it much longer. I don't think I have ever been so desperate before.

Sometimes, it doesn't pay to be concerned.

2006-12-14T22:37:00.000+08:00

Well I was sitting, waiting, wishing
You believed in superstitions
Then maybe you'd see the signs

The Lord knows that this world is cruel
I ain't the Lord, no I'm just a fool
Learning lovin' somebody don't make them love you

Must I always be waiting, waiting on you
Must I always be playing, playing your fool

The speakers' spoilt.
The computer's slow.
I can't watch my show.
Posting didn't go well.
I don't have a good feeling of attending the school I am posted to.
Let appeal be a success.

Keep the optimism going.

2006-12-12T23:52:00.000+08:00

Why is everyone overseas! :(
I suddenly wish there was school again although I know a million people would come up and slap me for saying that. But it's boring staying at home and waiting for time to pass :\ Singapore's freakingggg small and there isn't much places to shop/money to spend.

What I want for Christmas is for Christmas to come quickly :) Then it's off to Bangkok before I really start going to school again :\ But hey it's jc so maybe it would be fun, I hope.

Off to vivo again tmr with Shir and her sister(why am I always going out with other people's sisters!) Hahaha.

Anyway a good show for all of you bored to death people to watch. click here You definitely won't regret watching it unless you dont understand chinese. Which is a different story. Alright, enjoy!

2006-12-10T22:25:00.000+08:00

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

I think I should just shut up and not say anything because it would just aggravate the situation.

So, woke up bright and early today(for once) and left for service which was wow as usual :) newsboys and david d'or who had this amazing voice made up for everything. Heard a hair standing rendition of amazing grace by david d'or which is the best I have ever heard(apparently the other rendition was by my guitar teacher who is not bad too :D)

Out shopping with squadmates after service! Everyone say hurray! Hahaha. Really haven't talked to them much ever since o levels ended. Had Pepperlunch which was <3 Bought a pretty white tote for xiang thanks to liping and my wonderful taste :) Hahaha. <3 awyong ping en xiang!

Tiong Baru has nice food :D

Enjoy the remaining holidays people!

I'll tell you one thing, its always better when we're together

2006-12-06T00:15:00.000+08:00

I never knew
I never knew that everything
Was falling through

WHEEEEEE! Hahahaha. Okay that was retarded but apparently I am in a super good mood :D Went shopping and bagged home with a lot of things :D Can't wait for the Bangkok trip at the end of the month :)

Life's pretty much boring and I seriously need to find a job. I am spending money like water and sad to say, I don't have much money left :( Any job recommendations?

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My latest eyecandy/infatuation :DDDD
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2006-12-01T00:46:00.000+08:00

Bella Notte

Last night was indeed a beautiful night to end my ten years in st nicks. Well, I guess this is just the beginning of a new chapter and another milestone to cross. Friends, we will keep in contact with one another :) In the meantime, enjoy your remaining holiday! :D Will organise a class gathering one last time before we move on next year. Probably holding it quite late(like 2nd jan 2007!) The date's tentative because I want everyone to attend! Let you all know again!

Four Loyalty <3
We shall let the pictures do the talking now. Check out the photos soon!

There are places I'll remember
All my life though some have changed
Sometimes they look very different
But the beauty still remains
All these places have their moments
But one place I won't forget
Is SNG where beautiful times were shared

All the friends I've made
They were always there for me
All the memories
Will stay deep in my heart
Through the good times and the bad
We stand together
As one family

Our great and caring teachers
Those who teach of love, of life
They were always there to guide us
And they spur us on to strive
So no matter where life brings us
Though these days we'll surely miss
But we'll always love this second home

2006-11-28T01:09:00.000+08:00

Fly away
Watch the night turn into day
Dance on the Milky Way
Melt me with your eyes
My star girl rules the skies

I bought a Sheryl Crow guitar anthology series book for 2.10 yesterday! :D I was THIS happy I tell you. Searched through the 4 boxes with Xiang and Devina and there were so many books we wanted to get! Unfortunately we didn't have that much money. But oh well, we got the chords! :D

Shan's party today! It was fun getting together with some classmates again :D Played games that made us all high and confused. Haha. Ran away from the fancy dress competition with Shir and went to hide in the toilet. Sorry people but we really didn't dare to take part. Haha. Set balloons off with our wishes with it except for one that lingered around :( Wait till you find out what that wish was. The wish better come true okay! Haha. Anyway, Happy Birthday Shan! <3

Prom's on WEDNESDAY! :O Exciting and nerve wrecking at the same time.

Off to school to help drills comm tmr!

So what am I to do
My feelings have not fallen away
Your my every thought here
Everything will go on it's own way
Everything is ok we can try to make it
Everything will go, it's alright baby
My feelings have not passed away
You're my every thought here, everything will

2006-11-25T00:37:00.000+08:00

2006-11-24T00:04:00.000+08:00

I'm torn between this life I lead and where I stand

Shopping today with Shir, liping, Jeannie, Huwen and Geri was good minus the part that the heels were killing me :\ Lesson learnt, never wear heels out when you want to go shopping :D Cartel for lunch and random photo taking in there was fun. I love the shopping gang <3

My ez-link card is defective! Like wth and I have to make a new one tmr at sembawang :\ And I still don't know the reason as to why the card is defective! Plus if I don't intend to go to jc after getting my olevel results, I would just kill transitlink for making me make the card and using it for only four pathetic months. Lucky I don't have to pay for it. Haha.

Well, I don't know what's happening now and I guess life goes on doesn't it? I don't know why but I suddenly have this feeling that I'm torn between the life I lead and where I stand. You seemed to have contradicted what you said and it really leaves me more confused. Perhaps you could explain things to me when you are ready again.

We're going down, down in an earlier round.
And Sugar, we're going down swinging.
I'll be your number one with a bullet;
A loaded god complex, cock it and pull it.

2006-11-22T23:29:00.000+08:00

And now again I've found myself so far down
Away from the sun that shines into the darkest place
I'm so far down away from the sun
That shines to light the way for me to find my way back into the arms
That care about the ones like me
I'm so far down away from the sun again

Exactly one more week to prom and Charissa was spot on about me being a wreck over it. Haha. Felt like a total bimbo and princess these few days busy preparing. School on tuesday was good. Getting to see classmates again although many ponned. Lunch with Shir and Jeannie after :D

Everybody say Red is the new black! :D Haha. You will know why on prom :D

Joy came over just now to collect kayaking tee and we spend an hour talking. Haha. It was great talking to you and finding out what is going on in np now :D Jiayou my drills comm ic! I know you can do this :) <3

Last day of school photos up!

On the day that you were born
The angels got together
And decided to create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moondust
In your hair of gold
And starlight in your eyes of blue

2006-11-19T22:48:00.000+08:00

Hey, I'm looking up for my star girl
I guess I'm stuck in this mad world
With things that I wanna say
But you're a million miles away

GOONG!!!!!!!!! I FINISHED THE ENTIRE SHOW! Okay I bet like a million people finish it alr, but still! It's so SWEET! :D I swear my heart was like melting. Okay I shall not be a spoiler for the many who haven't finish :) But Goong rocks :D

Went for service followed by shopping with siewen and xiang :D It was tiring man. My legs were like breaking :\ Haha. Lousy stamina we have. But it was good going out with the two of you :D Squadmates man!

Out with bestfriend 1/2 tmr. Haha. Bestfriend 2/2 if you see this don't forget okay. I know you very busy only got 14days in singapore but you better reserve one day for me! Haha. If not next year we different jcs then very hard to go out alr :( Okay this is getting emo. Hahaha. And we haven't decided on our character! I will look for the mask tmr outside :D

Alright go watch Goong if you haven't watch people! Haha.

But baby, you hardly even notice
When I try to show you
this song It's meant to keep you
From doin' what you're supposed to
Like wakin' up too early
Maybe we could sleep in
I'll make you banana pancakes
Pretend like it's the weekend now

2006-11-18T22:43:00.000+08:00

I hope you're doing fine up there without me
'Cause I'm not doing so good without you
The things I thought you'd never know about me
Were the things I guess you always understood
So how could I have been so blind for all these years
I guess I only see the truth through all this fear of living without you

AND OS ARE OVER! Well, am feeling quite empty now. Geri mentioned that on friday and yeah, I guess it's true. It actually feels quite weird that we aren't studying or getting all stressed up honestly. And I sort of miss burning midnight oil :\ Hahaha. Weird eh?

History on friday was crap. Shall not comment on it but yar it was rubbish I could just go and publish my own history book. Maybe a publisher should contact me on that soon.

And prom's coming real soon! And that reminded me that it's almost goodbye to this class which I used to hate at the beginning of sec three. I guess no one would have guessed how much I actually love this class now. All the competitions, gossiping, stoning, playing, photo-whoring and much much more. Prom suddenly doesn't feel that exciting after all :\ Oh well, let's not get emo on the start of the holiday!

Party time people! :DDDDD

I hope this old train breaks down
Then I could take a walk around
See what there is to see
Time is just a melody
With all the people in the streets
Walk as fast as their feet can take them
I just roll through town
And though my window's got a view
Well the frame I'm looking through
Seems to have no concern for now